tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-91593227311053207752024-03-13T16:26:22.255+08:00Linkage.文庫放置。凜子http://www.blogger.com/profile/12005037376822761893noreply@blogger.comBlogger191125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9159322731105320775.post-46694150115985096212040-06-07T00:24:00.000+08:002019-05-13T21:05:07.141+08:00入站的說明寫在開頭的話,這個站大概是以以下為中心的文字:<br />
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<u><b>有※在前面的文章是有工口的,請多注意。</b></u><br />
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<b>一擊男</b>﹣埼傑大本命 サイジェノが最高じゃない?<br />
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<b>獄都事變</b>﹣<span style="color: blue;">斬</span><span style="color: cyan;">佐</span>大本命,<span style="color: orange;">挖</span><span style="color: yellow;">坑</span>組二本命。<span style="color: blue;"><b>斬島</b></span>PRPR小隊長。<br />
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<b>閃電十一人</b>-鬼佐久/円基/風吹/豪吹/不源以及各種佐久間各種吹雪各種廣。<br />
<strike>其實閃十一我幾乎什麼都吃</strike><br />
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<b>閃電十一人GO-</b>天拓/京拓/蘭拓/蘭狩/佐久雅/聖吹<br />
拓人,我是你的<b><span style="color: #ea9999;">腦殘粉</span></b>。<br />
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<b>新世紀福音戰士</b>-庵53<br />
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<b>聖鬥士星矢</b>-\冰河、白撒加本命/<br />
雖然說是無節操,可是偏好以下:<br />
西伯利亞師徒組/冰瞬/大艾撒/紫春<br />
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<b>忍者亂太郎</b>- <span style="color: #ea9999;"><u><b>鉢雷一直線★</b></u></span><br />
六年級伊作我嫁、五年級雙忍我嫁、四年級綾部/田村我嫁、三年級孫兵我<br />
嫁、二年級川西左近我嫁、一年級<b>兵太夫我嫁</b>。<br />
CP亂配<b>完全沒問題</b>。<br />
雜伊/<b>鉢雷</b>/仙綾/<b>團兵</b>/<b>兵三</b>/<b>兵傳</b>/<b>孫さも</b> 主推<br />
<span style="background-color: white;">\笹山大人我愛你/</span><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="background-color: white;">\笹山大人我愛你/</span></span><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="background-color: white;">\笹山大人我愛你/</span>。</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white;"><b>黑子的籃球- 黑子is my 男神。</b></span><br />
<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #ea9999;"> </span> CP:黑all/黑子精神攻/<b>黑</b><span style="color: yellow;"><b>黃</b></span> </span><span style="background-color: white;"> 剩下隨意勾搭吧w</span><br />
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<b>美少年夢工廠3</b>-白羽一直線!<strike>(除了阿萊諾一切相關CP)</strike><br />
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<b>原創BL、BG、百合均含有。</b><br />
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<br />凜子http://www.blogger.com/profile/12005037376822761893noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9159322731105320775.post-2864296863146567032020-09-08T20:17:00.006+08:002020-09-08T20:18:14.990+08:00 ※Unicorn<p><span class="s2" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">×</span><span style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px;">現代世界的奧倫(</span><span class="s2" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">22</span><span style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px;">)和</span><span class="s2" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">639</span><span style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px;">(</span><span class="s2" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">17</span><span style="font-size: 12px;"><span style="font-family: .PingFang HK;">)。<br /></span></span><span class="s2" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">×</span><span style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px;">喝酒要適可而止</span></p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p4" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">*</p><p class="p2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">「獨角獸跑進衣櫃了!」喬舒爾的聲音中帶著濃烈的醉意,這種毫無根據的話本來不會從他口中說出來,但此刻卻又真實地存在。他踏著飄忽不定的步伐,用力打開房門,看得出他試圖走直線路徑卻走成了一條鋸狀還渾然不知。</p><span><a name='more'></a></span><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">奧倫跟著他來到了房間,環視房間一周卻說不出哪裡不對勁,被酒精模糊過的意識此刻無法清晰判斷。</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">因為是柯爾溫組織的度假派對,所以多少有點放鬆了警惕。大學生們在租來的別墅裡徹夜狂歡,放肆地灌入大量酒精,空間中飄散著水煙濃烈的香氣與繚繞的煙霧。煙霧繚繞之中的人們只聽得見音響中的重低音,重低音將平時的幹練與聰慧全都刷走,只剩下日常中壓抑的狂想與熱情。</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">唯一的高中生越過人群,醉醺醺地離開了喧雜的派對。奧倫見狀也跟著他,一併離開。喧鬧被拋在了樓下,雖然說聽覺早就沒有平時那麼敏銳。</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">雖說沒有喬舒爾那麼醉,但也足夠磨走理智。</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">「是納尼亞王國啊……」喬舒爾把頭伸進拉開的落地衣櫥中,甚至一腳就踏入櫃內。</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">奧倫聽著那句話非常不對勁,看著戀人真的就鑽進去了,難道還真的能通到納尼亞?他跟著探頭進去,就是一個普通衣櫃,一下進入昏暗狹窄的空間,暈眩湧上腦門。</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">「只是衣櫃…、…大衣櫃而已。」他眯縫著眼,想要定住晃動的視野。衣櫃內只有幾個空衣架在搖晃,勉強能容納兩個人,姑且算是可以轉身吧。奧倫想理清思緒與目前的情況,但頭腦此時卻由不得他控制,說不出的感覺在體內翻搗。</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">奧倫最後只能依稀看見喬舒爾靠在衣櫃內部右側,恍惚地東張西望,不時發出笑聲。衣櫃門上是百葉構造,天花板暖黃的燈光會透進來,在他泛紅的臉上刷下一條條光影。</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">奧倫也跟著踏入這細小的空間,順便將衣櫃的拉門也一併關上。彼此被禁錮這塊土地之中,手臂順理成章地環抱著纖細的身軀。身後的尾巴愉快地輕擺著,他不顧上平常的形象,任由身體顯示真實的情緒。</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">喬舒爾悄然伸出雙手捧著奧倫的臉龐,像是在細心感受著他的眉目與表情似的。發燙的指腹擦過同樣熱燙的臉頰,仔細地撫過眼下與唇峰。</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">「…你真好看…我喜歡……」喬舒爾露出微笑,低聲說著。不知為何那雙眼似乎透著水光,飽含著道不清的愛意。他似乎還在說著什麼,但全都被他扣在口中,變得含糊不清。</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">奧倫其實也不是真的很在乎就是了。</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">此刻只顧得上憐愛地注視著他,這一眼瀲灩光色,等回過神來,雙眼早就盛滿了他的所有模樣。細緻得閉上眼就能描繪,音容笑貌全然刻畫在眼底。熱切的親吻落在唇上,奧倫習慣性地伸手輕輕掐著喬舒爾的下顎,讓他能在親吻時不忘了要讓雙唇敞開些。</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">「……唔嗯、嗯…」</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">無論何時,奧倫的吻總是帶著某種侵略性,像是要佔據對方的一切似的,啃咬著、舔吮著。厚重的呼吸混著細碎的呻吟,潮濕的喘息從唇間抖落,染得空氣中一片曖昧。頭顱略略偏著,改變這角度以讓這個吻深化,更深地感受兩人浸滿情慾的氣息。奧倫細緻地吻遍了舌面與貝齒,舌尖掃過時沾了滿口的甜膩與酒精,此刻高揚的心情使得耳朵都不自覺地輕抖了起來。</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">奧倫把喬舒爾緊緊壓在衣櫃側面,讓他的背脊抵著堅硬的木板,動彈不得。不知是狹小的空間所致,還是體內燃燒的溫度所致,彼此不斷爭奪著逐漸稀少氧氣。舌頭在唇齒間糾纏不清,時而互相勾動,時而互相交疊,對氧氣與對方的渴求迫使他們的身體更貼近。即使是隔著衣衫長褲,凡是緊貼著的肌膚無一不發燙,慾望像是細密的針刺般吻過背脊,帶來連串酥麻與搔癢。</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">喬舒爾的手早就從奧倫的臉上順著滑下,當滑到肩膀的時候,他略略推開奧倫。</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">「…唔…不要、動…。」</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">喬舒爾從奧倫的懷抱中掙脫,雙膝跪了來。他主動去解開奧倫腰帶上的金屬扣,但不知怎的,手指動作笨拙得很。奧倫倒是不太著急,他享受著居高臨下地看著對方侍奉自己。從此處看下,喬舒爾越是努力就越是顯得乖巧可愛,奧倫像是在獎賞那般伸手輕撫他的髮絲。</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">終於解開了扣子,拉下了拉鍊,布料下撐起了性器挺立的模樣。喬舒爾先是隔著布料親吻著,引得奧倫的耳朵都挺直,發散的意識瞬間集中。喬舒爾用手圈著腫脹的性器,開始從根部慢慢往上親吻,認真地舔舐著。沿著冠狀溝勾畫著形狀,柔軟的舌面滑過頂端的穴口,快感攀爬上背脊,引起了點點顫慄。喬舒爾將前端含入口中,以潮潤熾熱的口腔緊緊地包裹著,隨之抽走了口中的空氣,讓性器進一步擠向喉嚨。</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">「唔……。」奧倫明顯感覺到自己的耳朵在興奮地抖動,但實在是無法控制。他不喜歡表露出這一面,但性器在舌間進出時的快感,令他險些壓不下喉嚨間的喘息。</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">從剛才開始便無比高漲的情慾,如今在口舌的刺激之下更為激烈。櫃門外突然傳來了開門的聲音,奧倫敏銳地挺直了腰背,從櫃門的縫隙間窺探出去。</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">一對人類的情侶走了進來,印象中是柯爾溫的什麼朋友……奧倫一時間想不起來他們的名字,但突然意識到了剛進房間時的違和感。</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">喬舒爾肯定是走錯房間了,這裏根本不是他們的房間。奧倫恍然大悟,但已經太晚了。先不說自己的狀態不方便出去,更重要的是門外那對情侶已經開始天雷勾地火。擁吻著倒向了衣櫃旁的大床邊,很快就傳來衣服滑落地板、嬌喘連連的聲音。</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">喬舒爾顯然是變得很緊張,身體不知所措地僵住了。理智上大概明白停下來才是最佳做法,但藉著酒精的力量,此刻奧倫的決斷都以快樂主導。他低頭看向喬舒爾,喬舒爾也不安地將視線投向他,習慣性的依賴讓其更顯可愛。</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">要是露出這種表情,那肯定更不願意停下。</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">奧倫將食指放在唇邊,做出安靜的手勢。隨之,伸手輕輕按下喬舒爾的頭以示繼續。</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">「……。」喬舒爾儘管是有些不安,但他本身也不想停下。尤其是門外不斷傳來撩人的聲響,刺激著早已迷醉的神經線,他再次開始口中的吞吐。奧倫的指頭插入他帶著汗水的髮間,略略施力讓性器壓入更深,幾乎要被抵入喉內。呼吸不順的情況下使得其富有節奏地擠壓著,吞吐含吮時候稍有不注意就會發出水聲。每每聽見這些時,喬舒爾就會緊張地縮了縮身體,於是只敢小心地用舌尖舔著,配合手的套弄以減低發出聲音的可能性。</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">所幸,門外的人也沉醉在彼此之中,未能分神注意到櫃內發生的一切。</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">性器上早已沾滿了滑膩的唾液,脹得開始發疼了。抽出的瞬間,喬舒爾感覺到口中突然空虛了起來,尚未反應過來,指頭就直接壓上他的舌頭。順從地跟著舔舐,明知道之後會發生什麼,但他還是心甘情願地服從。除了是習慣外,更是因為被勾起的情慾不斷遊走在四肢百骸,撩撥著他僅餘的清楚意識。</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">奧倫抽回指頭,悄然拉起喬舒爾的手臂,示意他站起來。喬舒爾還有些發暈,站起來時候險些不穩。奧倫抱著他的身體,讓他慢慢轉身,雙手可以撐著衣櫃。從後解開他褲頭的紐扣,在拉下褲子的瞬間,他忐忑地轉頭,彷彿只要奧倫離開視線就會感到害怕似的。</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">奧倫溫柔地環著喬舒爾的身體,輕吻著唇瓣好讓他平靜下來。兩人的舌尖再次互相纏繞,奧倫的指尖緩緩地沒入體內。隨著一根、兩根指頭的進出,他的身體略略擺動了起來,卻又不是在拒絕。結合著緊張與期待,喬舒爾反倒是更熱衷於與奧倫之間的親吻,身下的指頭越是深入,他便更熱烈地與其唇舌糾纏著,像是要掩飾不安那般。</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">方才能勉強忍著喘息,但是當腫脹的肉刃挺入身體時,一瞬被撐開的感覺還是讓喬舒爾險些就發出了聲音。雖說身體已經習慣了,但每次進入時還是會感覺到強烈的壓迫,裸露的肌膚都不禁冒出一層薄汗。奧倫抱緊他的腰身,被肉壁包裹著的性器又脹大了一圈,滾燙的快感沖刷著頭腦,現在只想將一切專注於喬舒爾的身上。</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">門外的淫聲浪語刺激著鼓膜,持續地鼓吹著兩人的情慾。或許是因為擔心,喬舒爾不自覺地緊繃了身體,擠壓著的體內的性器。奧倫開始緩緩地抽動著,他也想過要小心翼翼地動作,以免被外面的人發現,但不管怎麼做都無法填滿膨脹慾望。他俯身抱緊著喬舒爾的身體,猛地往熟悉的敏感帶狠狠撞去。</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">「……、唔嗯……」一句輕喘從唇間漏出,懷抱中的軀體明顯顫了一下,連撐著牆壁的雙手都開始發抖。喬舒爾開始覺得害怕卻又不敢開口說話,深怕被發現,奧倫自然是明白他的意思,但既然他開不了口就佯裝不知。</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">肉刃剜開了更深的血肉,一寸寸頂開緊閉的甬道,但卻不頂到最深以免發出肉體間的碰撞聲。喬舒爾的頭顱低垂,不論再怎麼咬著下唇也擋不住粗重的呼吸聲與大腿根的酸軟。撐著身體的手因用力而指節泛白。下身的抽動變得更順利了,明知道結果會如何卻還是忍不住想欺負他。每每是撞到那處時就會感覺到他發顫,不斷呼吸著來分散注意力。</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">喬舒爾弓著背,凌亂的襯衫上被脊椎撐起,節節分明。這般姿勢,自然是容得奧倫更方便地翻搗著身體,他單手抬著喬舒爾的腰,讓胯部略略抬高些,徑直地擊打要害。越是這樣順從,就越是深得奧倫的歡心,他吻著喬舒爾頸側發熱的肌膚,淡鹽在舌尖上蔓延開。</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">鼻腔中滿是他的氣息,令人熟悉又喜愛。這一切都進一步激發身體本能,渴望將他徹底吞入、徹底融入體內。</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">倏然咬上,喬舒爾倒吸一口涼氣,喉間發出低聲的哽咽。接連著一串舔咬讓他白皙的皮膚上落下星星點點的紅痕與牙印,微微地發疼。無聲的曖昧就被強壓成呼吸聲,以及激烈的心跳。門外同樣是這般激烈,但於門內人而言是截然不同的感受。</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">明知不可為卻偏要為之,越過禁忌的界線才越叫人興奮。儘管害怕、緊張不斷在腦內循環,無奈這慾念已深入骨髓,順著血液流向每個臟器。大概就是因為如此才無法真正拒絕,而對方也是看清了這一點才這樣肆意妄為。</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">喬舒爾焦急地奧倫環抱自己的手,這是他感到害怕時候的典型特徵。奧倫一把握緊他的手,慢慢引向了他自己挺立的性器上。手掌一碰到溼滑的根莖便馬上明白了用意,奧倫的手覆蓋著他的手背,讓他自己撫弄著性器。這樣的引導的同時,奧倫又撞向敏感帶。</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">「唔、唔嗯…、…。」隨著彷彿的碰撞刺激,喬舒爾只感覺酥麻的感覺如同電流般滿身遊走,惹得他不自覺地就併攏了雙膝,連前端的穴口禁不住洩出了前列腺液。套弄性器的過程越是順利,他就越是羞恥,心中引起一股自我厭惡時,奧倫又適時扳過他的臉,安撫似的吻了上來,同時將他緊抱在懷中。</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">來回不斷地撞擊與套弄,終於彼此都要跨越最後的界線。速度與力度開始加重加快,連帶奧倫也無法完全保持隱忍,發出厚重的呼吸。腰身施力讓性器頂入最深,喬舒爾倏然揚起下巴,預示著其在此敗陣。濁液在深處徹底併發而出,灌滿了緊縮的甬道,而喬舒爾的手中也滿是半透明的體液。</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">糟糕…。奧倫剎那間徹底清醒,姑且先不談怎麼出去,方才太著急完全忘記要用安全套。這樣直接地相連還是第一次,發生的地點與時間都過於嚴峻了。</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">他小心翼翼地抽出來,濁液馬上順著動作從穴口滑落。喬舒爾的表情中還帶著方才的情慾,但很快就被害羞所掩蓋。奧倫想著必須說點什麼,但這情況又不由得他。</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">門外終於也結束了,所幸兩人都一起去了房間附著的浴室清洗身體,奧倫和喬舒爾才得以順利逃走。樓下的派對竟然還未結束,這才保證無人看到他們狼狽退場的模樣。</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p4" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">*</p><p class="p2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">經過了一輪清理和洗澡,換上乾淨的衣服後,喬舒爾終於可以舒服地躺在床上了,他看著自己房間的天花板,醉意真的徹底散了。想到剛才兩人是怎麼狼狽地逃走,以及做了什麼就覺得頭疼。</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">奧倫還在處理那些沾滿白斑的衣物,所以還在浴室裡面折騰。喬舒爾本來想坐起來看看他的情況,但實在頭疼,就乾脆放棄了。</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">他把自己埋在柔軟的被褥,想著應該要等奧倫回來,互相道過晚安才睡吧……</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">奧倫將洗乾淨的衣物都掛起來,想著明天就會乾了吧。等他整理完事情,回到床邊時,他的戀人不負眾望地睡著了。小夜燈亮著昏黃的光,溫柔地落在他的金髮上、他安穩的睡臉上,奧倫俯身輕吻他的額頭。喬舒爾睡眼矇矓地睜開眼睛,見是奧倫回來了就轉身,伸手拉著他的睡衣。</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">「你在夢裡找到你的獨角獸了嗎?」奧倫也跟著躺進了被窩,喬舒爾自然而然就鑽到他懷裡。就算升上了高中仍然是脫不去這層稚氣,但也無妨,畢竟奧倫也非常喜歡。</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">「…沒有,不見了…」喬舒爾閉著眼卻還想著要回答,實在是讓奧倫有點哭笑不得。</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">「一起找吧,晚安。」奧倫伸手關了小夜燈,悄然將他抱得更緊一些。窗簾外透著鄉間夜空的星光,偷偷地溜入房內。雖說明天可能還要面對些麻煩的事,但此刻只要細味戀人在懷中安睡的感覺就好了。</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p4" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">Fin.//</p>凜子http://www.blogger.com/profile/12005037376822761893noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9159322731105320775.post-73779182303255354622020-09-08T20:16:00.006+08:002020-09-08T20:18:09.295+08:00曾幾何時的春天<p><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px;">×</span><span class="s1" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">現代世界的</span><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px;">640</span><span class="s1" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">和</span><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px;">639</span><span class="s1" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">。</span></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">×</span>菲莉絲的名字意為細小的花。</p><p class="p4" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">*</p><p class="p1" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">也許我你都無法逃脫早已註定的軌跡,只能看著彼此的腳步漸漸走向無比清晰的結局。</p><p class="p2" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">喬舒爾來到病房時,菲莉絲的家人還沒有來,他先把窗簾稍稍拉開一些,讓午後的陽光可以透入這沈默的空間。看著窗外的禿枝,薄雪似乎已經蓋不住樹木的深棕了,他這才想起自己應該先脫下大衣與圍巾。每每來到這個地方,他對自己的注意力就開始分散,全都落在沈睡的菲莉絲身上。</p><span><a name='more'></a></span><p class="p2" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">沒有人要求他,也沒有人請求他。他只是習慣了幫菲莉絲整理桌子上的花束與禮物,習慣聽著監測儀器發出有規律的響聲。點點滴滴都顯示著她仍存活在世上,尚有一線希望。</p><p class="p2" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">「天氣有些回暖了,菲莉絲。」喬舒爾習慣性地坐在她床邊的椅子上,對她說著一些無關緊要的話。他遠遠算不上是能言善辯,甚至可說是不太擅長組織情緒,但是仍然想事無巨細地分享給她。</p><p class="p2" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">「越是接近春天,越是融雪的時候就越冷。不這麼做的話,好像就沒有辦法真正迎來春天一樣。」仍然只有平穩的呼吸代以回應,沈靜的面容不被任何事物驚擾。</p><p class="p2" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">喬舒爾逐漸能在這片靜謐中,感受著這些細緻的變化。他會凝望菲莉絲的眉目,勾畫著她清醒時靈動的雙眼,填充著她平常會說的話語。她的皮膚愈見蒼白,握筆的右手也愈顯嶙峋,指骨勉強地撐起一層薄皮,維持著虛弱的表象。</p><p class="p2" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">菲莉絲反覆地浮沉在睡夢之中,不定期地甦醒又毫無徵兆地沈睡。不論人們如何為這病症冠以浪漫的名稱,於喬舒爾而言都只是單純的諷刺。</p><p class="p2" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">「說起來你的名字與春天很相襯。」喬舒爾思及此處,不由自主地感到了無言的重量,口舌又陷入尷尬的停頓。</p><p class="p2" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">以細花為名,在春天安睡的少女,歷經了四季仍舊徘徊在夢中。</p><p class="p2" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">喬舒爾總想著,即使是他的一廂情願也希望能等到她再次歸家。到時候應該說些什麼才好?花費一年的時間細心思考,總也想不到一句精準的。</p><p class="p2" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">「…歡迎回來。」</p><p class="p2" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">不自覺地脫口而出,笨拙得惹人發笑,但此刻似乎也無法真正牽動他的嘴角。</p><p class="p2" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">說來也只是一個司空見慣的故事罷了。</p><p class="p2" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">640</span>號病房未曾是她的專屬,人們以各種理由入住又以各種方式離開;<span class="s2" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">640</span>號病房又像是她的專屬,放置在案前的詩集、窗外的景色,甚至連此刻安座的喬舒爾都是房間的一部分,繼續為她的存在提供證明。</p><p class="p2" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">「我反覆讀了好幾次你以前推薦給我的詩集,甚至感覺自己隨口也能背誦幾句。」</p><p class="p2" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">隱約間還能想起她說話的嗓音,細柔中總是帶著暖意。只是無比的遺憾與無奈也深埋在話音背後,在察覺到的瞬間也只是證明了自身的軟弱無能。</p><p class="p2" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">就像是現在,除了堆疊無趣的句子外,別無他法。</p><p class="p2" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">「不過,其中的含義始終讀不太懂,但這些並不重要是嗎?重要的是細味字句的情感……」</p><p class="p2" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">她的才情透過這纖細的指尖傾瀉而出,她的思緒透過蒼藍的墨水躍然於紙。溫柔的感情彷彿帶著色彩,精巧的文字彷彿承載了歌聲,曾幾何時喬舒爾也能從菲莉絲的文字中感受詩句的浪漫。</p><p class="p2" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">她讓書頁上乾燥的數字變得鮮活,他讓浮動的思緒構建出穩固的方向。</p><p class="p2" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">不知何時開始,這種情緒蒙上了塵埃,黯淡無光。</p><p class="p2" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">「我大概真的成不了一個詩人。」喬舒爾喃喃自語道,說著顯而易見的事實。他靠著椅背,目光順勢往上拉去,虛無縹緲地浮游在空中。</p><p class="p2" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">不管多少次、不管多少年,你我總是在邁向道別。</p><p class="p2" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">路徑明確得可怕,連腳下的步伐也清晰可見。結局如此理所當然,身邊的一切都在迫切地提醒他。視而不見、充耳不聞,甚至連自欺欺人也變得難以實行。</p><p class="p2" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">期待被時間一點點侵蝕,希望被等待一點點磨光。他早已習慣的沈默竟也會化作利刃,細碎地切下血肉,直到白骨森森。混進思想中的紛亂與動搖,讓無數情緒在心中互相割裂。無可奈何、別無選擇,多少次在腦海內盤旋,多少次在話語中循環。</p><p class="p2" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">即使如此,他還是沒有準備好,永遠都不會真正準備好。</p><p class="p2" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">說到底,他只擅長等待與期盼。</p><p class="p2" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">喬舒爾與菲莉絲正在對談,像是以前在課後的教室、在初夏的樹下,他們討論著熟悉的一切。熱愛的文字、晦澀的數論以及一切圍繞彼此而生的存在,如今都以最令人懷念的形式,最後一次在眾人面前展現出來。</p><p class="p2" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">每一字、每一句,他都仔細地雕琢;每一字、每一句,他都艱難地朗讀。閱讀與書寫是多麼困難的一件事,煞費苦心都無法將她完整地拼湊成一行行字句,無法將她壓在這字裡行間。</p><p class="p2" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">眼上的熱燙、唇上的苦澀,最終讓語言化成鮮花,映襯著她永遠年輕的臉龐,最終沒入陰涼的泥土中。</p><p class="p2" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">640</span>號病房暫時無人入住,收拾過後,床鋪與櫃子都非常整潔乾淨。這個空間不再承載任何過去,將所有痕跡都抹得透徹。獨留下窗外的枝椏,一年復一年地維護著不變的空間。</p><p class="p2" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">融雪後,春季真正地降臨大地。喬舒爾仔細靠窗凝望,細嫩的綠芽又冒出枝頭,興許會開出花來,星星點點地綴在枝葉間。</p><p class="p2" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">「……明明你與春天那麼相襯。」喬舒爾低聲說道。</p><p class="p2" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">難以名狀的情感在他的心中紮根,隨著即將到來的春天冒芽。它會茁壯成長,根莖如同蛛網般蔓延,等待著將這片土壤徹底撕碎。</p><p class="p2" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">Fin.//</p>凜子http://www.blogger.com/profile/12005037376822761893noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9159322731105320775.post-43945672398318894402020-09-08T20:15:00.006+08:002020-09-08T20:17:30.205+08:00打破;分裂;合併<p><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px;">*</span></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: ".pingfang hk"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">先從這塊皮肉開始劃開,薄皮底下是一片粉色的肌理,再度切開的話將是死去的精神沈睡在骨骼之下。肉體中最深處的秘密全然展開,零落在木質的工作桌上,寂寥地等待著回歸自我的瞬間。</p><p class="p2" style="font-family: "helvetica neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: ".pingfang hk"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">利斯特凝望著各異的存在,思索著這次想要怎麼處理這些額外的物品。讓其返回故里是不可能的,但就此被埋葬又過於可惜。處理起來過於麻煩,柔軟的東西在脫水之後便會失去形狀,乾癟的皺褶破壞了美感,必須另外建造支撐的架子。只是沒有必要,這些深埋在血肉底下,跳動著的、蠕動著的、抽動著的柔軟,利斯特打從心底厭惡。理由不甚充分,甚至可說是完全經不起推敲,全憑自己的喜好,任由一切放任地發展。</p><span><a name='more'></a></span><p class="p2" style="font-family: "helvetica neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"></p><blockquote style="border: none; margin: 0 0 0 40px; padding: 0px;"><p class="p2" style="font-family: "helvetica neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px; text-align: left;"><br /></p></blockquote><p></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: ".pingfang hk"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">思緒再度收束,拉回了意識表層,延續方才的過程。利斯特打定主意了,那些令他討厭的東西全都摒棄。將滿桌子的內容都扔進了木桶內,剩下的就只有少女的空殼,孤寂地向世界敞開她的心腹。</p><p class="p2" style="font-family: "helvetica neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: ".pingfang hk"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">這樣就恰到好處、恰如其分。</p><p class="p2" style="font-family: "helvetica neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: ".pingfang hk"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">隨之剪開、剝下,必須小心翼翼的處理這層細薄的肌膚,剔除、拆下,容不得任何滑膩的脂肪,多餘的骨肉一一清除,篩選出恆久不變的美麗。溶劑與光照奪去了潤澤,換來乾澀的觸感籠罩著骨骼與鐵支架,利斯特將散亂的事物縫合拼接,終於又展現出他心中的模樣了。</p><p class="p2" style="font-family: "helvetica neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: ".pingfang hk"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">他不知道少女的名字,也不知道她從何而來,只剩下上臂的左肩上留下生前磕碰的疤痕,像是墨水滴落在羊皮紙上那樣刺眼。跳動的臟器早已被遺棄,多餘的悸動本就不應存在,所幸他的手撫過的地方能帶來沈睡一般的安靜。</p><p class="p2" style="font-family: "helvetica neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: ".pingfang hk"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">利斯特中意她慘白的膚色、撐起皮膚的肋骨形狀,以及乾裂的唇中吐出無聲的話語。為此他去除了多餘的枝幹,儘管他得到這具素材時候已不能說是完整,但他仍舊喜愛。</p><p class="p2" style="font-family: "helvetica neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: ".pingfang hk"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">這也許會是他的一件得意作品。</p><p class="p2" style="font-family: "helvetica neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: ".pingfang hk"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">利斯特偏愛展現光滑細緻的皮肉,但這次卻不同尋常,讓縫合的線條從斷裂的腹部攀爬而上,覆蓋了少女的胸脯。縫合線下是竹絲與棉花,她將要永世這般柔軟下去。閉合的眼瞼有些凹陷,利斯特已經想好了絕佳的填充物了。追跡的雙眸被吞噬殆盡,肉體的空隙全以之填補,再度合併成形<span class="s1" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">——</span></p><p class="p2" style="font-family: "helvetica neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: ".pingfang hk"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">「真不愧是你。我實在是慚愧,想來你總是從我手上將無用的食材處理好,多虧了你。」灰髮的森林貓這樣讚許,他凝視著眼前的完成品,露出了一如既往的笑容。眼前的半身少女看起來既是標本又是作品,利斯特向其灌注了意識的形狀,這才得以在死後仍舊美麗。</p><p class="p2" style="font-family: "helvetica neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: ".pingfang hk"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">「沒關係,而且我相當中意這次的作品。」</p><p class="p2" style="font-family: "helvetica neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: ".pingfang hk"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">「這麼說來,她的眼睛尤為動人。」</p><p class="p2" style="font-family: "helvetica neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: ".pingfang hk"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">無數翠綠的蛾子撐滿了眼窩,雖說死了但仍舊迫不及待地扯開眼瞼,溢了出來。</p><p class="p2" style="font-family: "helvetica neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p><p class="p1" style="font-family: ".pingfang hk"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">「多謝褒獎,這也是我最滿意的地方。」利斯特淺笑,往向身旁人翠綠的雙眼。那對綠眼凝視著少女,始終沒有離開。</p><p class="p2" style="font-family: "helvetica neue"; 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觀音坂獨步並不喜歡夏天,然而八月終要結束之時,內心又多了幾分寂寞。突然又會懷念起了那延綿不絕的蟬鳴、潮熱的空氣以及與那位好友共渡的細碎時光<span class="s1" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">——</span></div>
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「拜託了!獨步!超拜託!」伊奘冉一二三低著頭,雙手合十,卑微地求著坐在書桌前的獨步。房間裡的空調微微作響,將窗外炎熱的溫度一掃而空,替換成了絲絲透膚的涼意。玻璃外便是一派盛夏景色,只是獨步一點也不感興趣,只希望能擺脫了煩人的蟬鳴,安靜地聽歌,沒想到自己的竹馬竟然突然跑來自己家打擾。</div>
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「數學作業你到底寫了多少?」獨步有些無奈地看著一二三,手不自覺地轉著圓珠筆。</div>
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「沒寫過…獨步你寫好了就借我抄一下嘛?」一二三略略抬眼,偷看獨步的表情,似乎瞧見了點點希望。</div>
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「…你就打算白嫖我的?」獨步確實是心軟了,只是恰好也看見吃準自己心軟的一二三開始露出得瑟的笑容,不高興地補了一句。</div>
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「暑假還剩下最後一個禮拜,獨步你想做什麼我都全力奉陪!怎麼樣?拜託了拜託了!」</div>
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「真拿你沒辦法……拿去吧。」獨步從抽屜中把寫完的數學作業拿出來,一二三一聽見獨步答應了,馬上樂得開花,連連說著自己對獨步的滿腔愛意,吹得天上有地下無,聽得獨步一陣雞皮疙瘩。</div>
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毒辣的陽光斜斜地照入房間,裝著冰可樂的玻璃杯上凝結了滿滿的水珠,折射著斑斑點點的光芒。獨步坐在一二三對面,單手支著下巴,一邊耳朵塞著耳機,一邊耳朵聽著抄作業還要喋喋不休的竹馬講話。</div>
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「你想去哪裡玩啊?還有一個禮拜要好好安排才行,要從早到晚玩得透徹才行!畢竟開學之後就不能這樣了。」<span class="s1" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;"><br /></span>「一二三,你不要照抄,你得戰略性抄錯兩題。」<span class="s1" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;"><br /></span>「哈哈哈哈,對,上次就被抓了。」一二三想起上次寒假作業被數學老師抓到,還被拉去罰站了整節課,完了還要寫悔過書,但是下次還敢。</div>
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「你好好想一下啊,獨步。暑假過一個少一個了……」作業本上多了一行行整齊的字跡,紙面在光下泛白。一二三的眼瞼略略低垂,獨步只能看見他的睫毛在眼下掃落一片淡影,無從得知他眼中透露出的含義。</div>
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或許根本就沒有更多的含義,只是一廂情願地期待罷了。只是希望在淡光覆蓋上他的肌膚時,指尖不自覺撩動髮絲時,不僅是一個行為而是帶著某種意義的。然而,一旦對上了那雙眼睛,自己肯定就會知道答案了這麼想著的同時,獨步的雙眼再次拉回漫畫的劇情中。</div>
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「我想到了!獨步我們明天就去吧!!!」一二三突然拍了拍桌子,杯中的冰塊應聲發出清脆的一聲。<span class="s1" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;"><br /></span>「知道了……你快抄吧。」獨步輕輕嘆了一口氣。雖然窗外的街道被太陽蒸騰得發亮,樹蟬也孜孜不倦地叫著,但是夏天確實要接近尾聲了。</div>
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暑假來臨前的一週,課程幾乎都上完了。每天來學校基本上也是講評卷子,宣布夏季補課的安排等等,天氣熱得連老師都毫無幹勁,乾脆宣布下午自修,自己也好輕鬆點。一宣布這個決定,班上馬上炸開了鍋,在喧鬧中期待著下午。</div>
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獨步內心對這些聲音嗤之以鼻,不過他也無所謂下午是什麼課,反正不能回家的話就什麼都一樣,完全治不了他的倦意。一聽到午休鈴響起,他瞬間就趴在了課桌上,將臉埋在雙臂之中了。</div>
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緊閉的眼皮依然能感覺到傾斜的陽光灑在身上,聽著教室中學生嘻笑玩樂,意識逐漸掉入了睡意朦朧構成的世界。獨步在昏沈中依稀感覺到絲絲涼意,溫和地吹拂著髮絲。</div>
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「…獨步親,又不吃飯就睡了,對身體不好的。」他的聲音如此柔和,夾著點點無奈與笑意,輕得幾乎要被四周的雜音所吞噬。在微涼的風中,獨步聽見了筆記本的紙頁輕輕翻動,大概是一二三拿起筆記本在給自己搧風吧。</div>
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獨步悄悄睜開一點眼睛,在模糊的縫隙之間只能看見一二三的嘴角沾著點點笑意,幾乎要在揉進陽光裡了。彼此的指尖只差數釐米便能碰到,僅是如此細小的距離都無法動彈。</div>
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焦躁的情緒混著加速的心跳,在滾燙的血中膨脹發熱。腦內翻滾著許多必須被否定的想法與情感,幾乎是抑制不住地洩出。</div>
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「獨步親<span class="s1" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">——</span>你怎麼呆了?」一二三的聲音無比清晰,突然在耳邊響起。<span class="s1" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;"><br /></span>「嗯?」</div>
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思緒一瞬間從暑假前拉回了暑假快將結束的今天,那兩人已經坐在了前往海灘的電車上了。吊環左右晃動著,車窗將流暢成線的景色切割成一格格矩形的靜幀,電車行駛時隆隆作響的車輪聲隱約從地面傳來,而與自己並肩而坐的竹馬像是完全忘記剛才的問題,悠然地哼歌。</div>
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車廂內的空調驅趕了惱人的熱度,只剩下彼此靠近時候難以言狀的情緒。像這樣兩個人悠閒地隨心所欲活著,肯定只是學生時代絕無僅有的模樣,無法永續才會如此珍惜。</div>
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肯定連這份朦朧的情感也是一樣的。</div>
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「終於到啦!」一二三一腳踏出車廂,獨步跟隨其後,夏天的熱浪瞬間湧到了面前,熾熱的空氣中隱隱帶著海水的潮濕。街道被毒辣陽光蒸騰得搖晃,地面與鐵欄杆都反射著白光,獨步不自覺地眯起了眼睛,世界瞬間濃縮成發燙的光球。</div>
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「天氣真的好好!」</div>
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一二三已經迫不期待地往海灘的方向走去,不知不覺已經走到距離數步之遙的前方,回首對著殿後的獨步揮手。</div>
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剎那晃動的光影中,獨步猛然抬頭,一二三身後是一片無限延伸的天際,清澄的蔚藍中連一絲白色都容不下。明明身邊是川流不息的人群,他的模樣卻獨自凸顯在眼前,狹小的視野中再也無法看見其他存在。時間在此刻彷彿具現化了,伸手變成感覺到其真切的流動一般,不自覺略為抬手時,倏然被用力抓緊了。</div>
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「獨步親快點過來呀!」</div>
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「啊、不要扯我!」</div>
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急速地向前,幾乎要一個踉蹌就摔倒,但對方的腳步同時又非常穩實,以至於會失去平衡。<span class="s1" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;"><br /></span>「你走得太慢啦,快點快點!」</div>
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「一二三你為什麼有那麼精神啊……」</div>
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「因為可以跟你出來玩真的很開心!所以下年也來吧!」</div>
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「嗯…好。」聲音透過空氣的震動傳入耳中,獨步露出了點點舒心的笑容,加快了腳步跟上一二三的步伐。</div>
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或許自己早就滿足了,彼此之間微妙的距離即使無法填滿也無妨。</div>
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獨步略為抬眼,頭頂依然是晴空萬里。肯定這季節過去後天空依舊會放晴,太陽也會依舊閃耀。飛鳥滑過天際與耀眼的海面,描繪出一道流暢的弧線,而自己也會像這樣留在一二三的身邊,將這份情感無聲息地掩埋殆盡吧。</div>
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他們的八月就這樣逝去了。</div>
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伊奘冉一二三坐在駕駛座上,單手操控著方向盤,他對於自己的駕駛技術非常自信,更重要的是這條路也非常熟悉。</div>
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獨步坐在副駕駛座,單手托腮望著車窗外的景色。玻璃之外便是一片濃郁的夏末景色,無盡頭的湛藍自地平線蔓延開來,連綿群峰與茂盛的植被在車子駛過時,被揉成了蒼鬱的油綠,烙印在了視網膜中。護欄與電線桿上的淺灰與飛鳥羽翼上的黑青,在視野中被拉得纖細無比,陽光為大地鍍上了一層淡金。</div>
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深淺不一的光斑樹影透過車窗落在獨步的臉龐上、眼上,視野變得曖昧不清,他卻也不閃躲。眼前的車窗突然緩緩下降,柔和的空氣中夾帶著絲絲涼意又透著些許潮熱,引擎聲外的鳥鳴啁啾與蟬鳴也逐漸清晰起來。和煦的溫度親吻著臉頰,愜意得恰如其分。</div>
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「呼吸點新鮮空氣呀,獨步親。」一二三的聲音從身後傳來,語氣中帶著平常的情況。</div>
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「謝謝。」獨步聞言只是這樣應答了一句。眼前的一切都顯得鮮活美麗,大地萬物抓緊了夏季最後的時光,像是燃燒般綻放異彩。不知不覺,雙眼彷彿掉入了耀眼的光中,</div>
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我是深知世界向來是如此多彩的。</div>
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寂雷沈默片刻,宣讀結果對他來說也像是懲罰一般沈重。</div>
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「獨步君,你也許再也無法感覺到快樂。」</div>
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話語落地的瞬間碎裂開了,耳畔是一陣尖音。</div>
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無法感覺到快樂這個概念讓人有些難以理解,可說是抽象得有些怪,聽起來反而像是某種登峰造極的哲學。</div>
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獨步像平時那樣走在午夜的歸途,霓虹燈映照著皮膚,橙紅藍綠的光芒貼在肌膚上卻化作灰黑。新宿的街頭仍是熙來攘往,在他的耳中卻如此寂靜無聲,只有深冬的空氣更尖銳了,幾乎要劃破身體了。</div>
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不知何時開始,連午後的陽光都不再令人感到溫暖,連枝頭歌唱的雀鳥都彷彿滅去了歌聲,連一二三做的飯菜都變得索然無味。天空是淺灰色,大樓則是漆黑的,而世界濃縮成了一顆透明的球,逐漸沉入了灰白的墨水中,不再浮起。</div>
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或許夜晚真的不會再過去了,掩去光線之後獨留一片漆黑。獨步凝視著天花板,想著自己應該陷入不再醒來的睡夢中。</div>
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「……獨步啊,咱週末出去玩吧?工作那邊能抽出時間麼?」一二三的聲音倏然響起,獨步略為將視線拉向他的方向。</div>
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話音剛落不久,平穩的呼吸聲便傳了過來。獨步這才稍稍轉身,在不驚動對方的前提下看著他熟睡的模樣。淡薄的月色撫過一二三的眉目與嘴角,化作一層柔和的灰階。</div>
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這雙眼睛要是為我而流淚,那就實在是太過意不去了。</div>
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「獨步親小學之後就沒來過這裡了吧?」一二三一邊說著,一邊收拾著野餐的桌布和餐具。</div>
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「嗯,這裏好像是我們小學來郊遊的地方吧。」獨步小心地將盛著食物碎屑的碟子收入竹籃中,一二三準備的食物幾乎都吃光了。</div>
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「我爸媽可是每年都帶我來一次的<span class="s1" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">—— </span>但是這裡可以看到海,所以想跟你來一次嘛。」一二三最後將竹籃放回了車中,隨之鬆了鬆渾身的筋骨,看起來很享受這次野餐。</div>
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「確實能聽到有海浪的聲音。」</div>
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這麼一說,獨步才注意到遙遠的海浪聲,略略勾起了年幼時候的回憶卻也勾不起嘴角。</div>
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我肯定只是在這片令人深愛的大地上苟活而已。</div>
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與無可替代的人並肩走在午後陽光落下的小徑上,頭頂是隨風流轉的薄雲,明明聽著他的歡聲笑語,聽著在樹梢間搖曳的沙沙風聲。耳中卻只能掠取到稀碎的雜音,眼中卻也只能捕獲沈悶的單色。</div>
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「偶爾這樣看著海也好舒服,暫時逃離都市的感覺也不錯吧。」一二三略為瞇著眼睛,話語中帶著一貫的愉悅。</div>
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嗯。真的很舒服。</div>
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「獨步你不要總是什麼都答應下來,學會拒絕也是社會人的必修課啊。」</div>
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嗯,我知道了。我下次就會這麼做了。</div>
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崖下的海浪拍打著岩石,夾著鹹味的海風擦過皮膚,隱約帶著少許潮濕。打上岩石的泡沫又再度被浪吞噬,隨之又再度浮現出海面。</div>
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太陽像是在諷刺自己那般溫柔和煦,空氣中瀰漫著本該讓人愉悅的香氣,而此刻飽餐後的身體感到如此舒適,但同時又如此索然無味。此刻只能凝望著遙遠的海平線,陽光被碾碎灑落在海面上,折射成粼粼波光。</div>
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世界仍是如此美麗多彩,我明明深知肚明,為什麼卻連一絲一毫都無法感受?</div>
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只需要簡單的一步,邁出最後一的步,這樣便能越過這片殘酷的土地。視線從海面拉開,悄然轉向身旁人的側臉上。</div>
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視線突然互相連上了,一二三收起瞬間的愕然與憂愁,換上了淡淡的笑容。</div>
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「……感覺從這裡跳下去會很痛。可是,和獨步一起的話可能就沒那麼可怕了吧。」他的低語壓進了海浪聲中,融化在腥鹹的空氣中。</div>
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他的話語與海浪聲逐漸遠去,只剩自己的聲音匯聚成一點。獨步感覺異常口乾舌燥,連發聲都會疼痛。他的面容在生痛的雙眼中模糊了,只剩下難以勾畫的輪廓。</div>
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「哎,怎麼哭了?」</div>
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簡直像是被什麼掐住了喉嚨那樣,身體無法動彈,連呼吸也幾乎要中斷了,沈重的詞組句子堆滿了口腔。最後只能感覺自己一無是處的軀體落入了溫暖的懷抱之中,髮絲間傳來掌心帶來的撫慰。</div>
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「我們回家吧。」</div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">18OO<span class="s2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">年</span>3<span class="s2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">月</span>13<span class="s2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">日</span> <span class="s2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">第五元素指數:</span>34%</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">在此之前我已經撰寫過無數自我報告,這份報告相信也大同小異。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">同為被製造的生物,<span class="s1" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">639</span>似乎跟我是不同的。這讓我非常羨慕,同時也很妒忌他的幸運。如果說只是外貌或者智能上的優秀,我想所有在研究所的人造人都並無不同,但僅是擁有健康身體就已經遠遠超越了我們。身邊的同伴只會接二連三因為無法承受第五元素在體內產生的變異而離開,光是能延長活著的時間就能擁有更多。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">這又不是我們能決定的。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">至今為止,我已經看著無數同伴逝去。這份報告的第一頁就預示著分離的開端,我會認真寫到最後的。只是拿著這份報告回到和<span class="s1" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">639</span>的房間之後,他就開始欲言又止,本來就有些寡言,現在變得更沈默了。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">儘管我深知這一切無可避免,但有人會為之觸動仍然是一件好事吧。大概也只是於我而言的好事罷了。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">02.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">18OO<span class="s2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">年</span>3<span class="s2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">月</span>18<span class="s2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">日</span> <span class="s2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">第五元素指數:</span>36%</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">最近手的狀態不是很好,所以申請了延遲提交報告。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">接連幾天起來的時候都看見<span class="s1" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">639</span>在等我醒來,有點擔心他總是這樣不守規矩會遭到什麼懲罰。畢竟我們必須嚴格遵守研究所制訂的日程安排,而我醒來的時候肯定已經過了第一節訓練。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">不過,他說:「我已經問過他們了,他們說可以。」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">那可能沒關係吧。因為他們很看好<span class="s1" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">639</span>,多多少少會給他一點特權的。比起這個,我更擔心<span class="s1" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">639</span>低落的樣子。他本來就有些不善表達,也曾經對我明言過無法整理腦中的思緒,如今臉色更顯得陰沈了。藉此報告希望各位能給他更多援助。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">我對他說不必這樣等我,他回來的時候就會看到我醒來了。他的目光開始瑟縮,像是平時一樣陷入了尋找說辭的狀態,最後才開口問道:要是我等不到你醒來呢?</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">……嗯。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">我始終沒能給他一個很好的答案,他似乎也不期待我的回答,逕自道了晚安。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">我覺得很迷茫。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">直到他躺回了被褥中,我還是沒辦法想出一個完美的解答。也許是因為死亡對我來說過於抽象,直到他提出了這個問題為止,一切都開始變得具體了。死亡本身象徵的意義以及連帶而生的情感,如今都在他的身上展現了。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">如果再也醒不過來了,一直等待我的<span class="s1" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">639</span>會變成什麼樣呢?</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">03.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">18OO<span class="s2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">年</span>3<span class="s2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">月</span>21<span class="s2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">日</span> <span class="s2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">第五元素指數:</span>39.5%</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">【<span class="s1" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">640</span>號實驗體陷入昏迷】</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">18OO<span class="s2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">年</span>3<span class="s2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">月</span>24<span class="s2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">日</span> <span class="s2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">第五元素指數:</span>37%</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">我彷彿做了一個很長的夢,與其說是夢,不如說是單純地陷入了黑暗中。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">我從來沒有想過還有醒來的機會,還能有再見到他的機會。只是醒來的時候,他一直趴在我的床邊,等著我醒來。連被子都拉了過來披在身上,不知道是不是一直守在旁邊。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">眼睛下是一圈疲倦的青黑,細軟的頭髮摸起來帶著些許涼意,手一碰到他,他就驚醒了。他又開始欲言又止,我也一時語塞,直到他打破了沈默為止。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">如果明天無法相見就是死亡,那每天闔上眼睛之後便是死亡。隨著太陽升起時,又會再次復活。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">我只能將他的話如實地記下。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">如果<span class="s1" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">639</span>會因此死的話,那我也不會想閉上眼了呀。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">我將我說過的話也如實記錄下來。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">他的眉宇間終於放鬆了些,我於是將床頭的兔子玩偶給他。雖然嘴上對他說著,抱著玩偶一起等我醒來吧。但是,他接過玩偶的時候似乎多少也能理解我的真意,只是像平時一樣露出靦腆的笑容。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">在休息之前,我們又像平時一樣談天。他對我說,最近那些虛幻的影像又再次出現了,紫藍色的蜘蛛一直蟄伏在暗處,夜不能寐。在研究所中不見日月,我們只能依靠時鐘來得知時間,漫長的夜晚總是不知何時才結束。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">也許給他們取名字就不會那麼討厭了。我這麼建議道。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">真是個好主意。他又露出平時一樣的微笑,我就只是凝視著。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">握著的雙手是如此溫暖又乾燥。對於失去一切這件事,我竟也會有這般真切的體會。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">05.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">18OO<span class="s2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">年</span>3<span class="s2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">月</span>27<span class="s2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">日</span> <span class="s2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">第五元素指數:</span>39.5%</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">據說今天是一個透著春寒的雨天。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">我只從書上看過下雨的景象,但似乎能大概想像得到它的模樣。文字上寫的雨聲淅瀝,一定像是時鐘運行時的聲響,充滿節奏且延綿不絕吧。從出生到現在為止,我所見的、所聽的都是來自書本與他人的口述。即使如此,我仍能想像出廣袤的大地以及無邊際的海洋,也能想像空氣中飄散的樹木香氣,也能描繪出候鳥滑過天際時留下的曲線。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">他和我其實都同樣期盼這些虛無的想像成真的一天。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">我,或者說在此誕生的所有人,未曾在這個地方接受過關於自由這一概念的教育。既然我們從一開始便是為了服務他人而出生,為了順從他人而活,那為什麼看見印在書頁上的人物景色卻仍會嚮往?或許我們生來也是嚮往自由的,甚至會為著不會到來的一天而交換了一個人類的名字。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">他送給我的名字取代了編號,成為他口中獨一無二的代表。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">我對於自己的情況了然於胸,或許每個寫下這份報告的人都是到了最後一刻才會有所感悟吧。忽而,我又能想起他平時的模樣,讀書時的專注、談天時的放鬆、偶爾露出的窘狀,一切都歷歷在目。最近他連那些表情都不再輕易展露了,全部都變成了不願說破的愁苦與不捨。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">如今似乎也只能將彼此的名字,連帶這份期盼一併交給他。我早已別無他法,只能希望他尚且有一線機會,獲得渴望的一切。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">親愛的喬舒爾,總有一天你能獲得我們等待的自由吧。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">18OO<span class="s2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">年</span>3<span class="s2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">月</span>29<span class="s2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">日</span> <span class="s2" style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">第五元素指數:</span>--</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">【<span class="s1" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">640</span>號實驗體陷入休克狀態,<span class="s1" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">21:39</span>判定死亡】</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">【回收<span class="s1" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">640</span>號實驗體的遺體】<span class="s1" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;"> </span>批准</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">【清空<span class="s1" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">640</span>號實驗體的物品與部分資料】<span class="s1" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;"> </span>批准</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">【延續<span class="s1" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">639</span>號實驗體的自我報告計畫】<span class="s1" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;"> </span>批准</span></div>
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凜子http://www.blogger.com/profile/12005037376822761893noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9159322731105320775.post-80893616633621748582020-01-03T22:08:00.001+08:002020-01-03T22:08:11.149+08:00何以見得
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span class="s1">×</span>大概是剛開始養<span class="s1">639</span>不久的奧倫?</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">柯爾溫有些驚喜地看著跟在奧倫身後的<span class="s1">639</span>,畢竟自己那位彆扭的好友從來不會在拜訪他人時讓寵物隨行。今天竟然出人意料地帶過來了,實在是有意思。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">當<span class="s1">639</span>依然在東張西望時,奧倫已一副熟悉的態度向自己家的女僕和管家打招呼。新來的小女僕把他的外套與手杖小心翼翼地放好,轉身時候尾巴輕快地搖晃著,露骨地顯示壓抑著的愉悅。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「下午好,你是來找拜爾德的?上個月才訂做的衣服難道已經磨損了?真不像你。」柯爾溫看了一眼奧倫渾身光鮮的模樣,實在是難想像才這麼短時間他就需要新衣服。不過,奧倫素來偏愛自家裁縫拜爾德的手藝,又或者說只有拜爾德才能讓挑剔的奧倫挑不出刺來,這麼想來,也許也不值得訝異。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「你的聰慧時常令我愉快,只可惜這次猜錯了。」奧倫瞥了一眼企圖在宅邸亂逛的<span class="s1">639</span>,伸手示意其停止,後者還真就順從地佇立原地。奧倫這才繼續對柯爾溫解釋道:</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「這次是為他訂做一套正式服裝。」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">這是要帶他出入正式場合?</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">柯爾溫聞言笑而不語,只是暗自觀察著奧倫的反應。對方不知是刻意還是無意,不作任何反應,只是與他擦身而過,逕自帶著<span class="s1">639</span>進入了裁縫的工作間。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">平時只會任由奧倫與自家裁縫直接商量的柯爾溫,這次也罕見地跟了進來。依靠在一邊,看著年邁的裁縫給<span class="s1">639</span>量身。皮製捲尺滾過少年肩膀與手臂,圈過他的腰身與脖頸,仔細地丈量他每一寸軀體。少年似乎不太理解,但異常地配合,而站在一旁的森林貓則仔細地觀察一切。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">待量身完成,拜爾德拿出一些預設的版型與設計給奧倫看。柯爾溫的家族是最初與人類建交的家族之一,世代從事為人類與亞人設計的服裝與紡織方面的生意,對於<span class="s1">639</span>這種標準的人類體型,一些基本版型應該能直接應付過去。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">奧倫沈默半晌,最終伸手在設計紙上比劃了幾下。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「去掉袖口與領口的裝飾,設計以簡潔為主。關節處的尺寸務必做得更鬆動<span class="s1">——</span>或許材質該更柔軟些。拜爾德先生,對於為好動的人類訂做衣服這方面,想必你更了解。」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「我明白了,請交給我。」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">拜爾德一邊聽著一邊完成了設計圖上的批註,隨之恭敬地回應。在向兩人行禮之後,抱著工具與圖紙去到了一旁工作。<span class="s1">639</span>則是饒有興趣地跟了過去,一言不發地在拜爾德身邊繞來繞去地徘徊。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「你竟然會對拜爾德的設計提出意見,看來你對自己的寵物很上心呢。」柯爾溫忍不住調侃了兩句,被調侃的對象仍舊是帶著一如既往的微笑,走到他身邊。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「精心打理自己的附屬品,對你來說是難以理解的事麼?」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">又帶著滿臉笑容來諷刺人了。柯爾溫嘆了口氣,畢竟他已經相當熟悉這位朋友扭曲的性情,但說到底也是自己一時口快,最後落得自作孽。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「就只是覺得你很中意他而已。」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「何以見得?」奧倫的目光從<span class="s1">639</span>的身上拉了回來,轉而固定在柯爾溫身上。見對方沒有馬上回答便直接視作放棄,轉身走出了工作間。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">拜爾德感覺到背後的視線一直沒有遠離,時而移動的腳步聲確實讓他感到有些不自然。但是奇怪的人類或亞人也並非罕見,因此他某種意義上也能順利應對。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「少爺您對縫紉有興趣嗎?」拜爾德乾脆對<span class="s1">639</span>開口發問,後者終於停止踱步,但卻沒有搖頭也沒有點頭。游離的視線落在桌邊的一個腕花的試作品上,<span class="s1">639</span>徑直走到腕花旁,拿在手中把玩。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「……這是我之前用布試做的腕花。一般婚禮上的腕花都以鮮花製作,由新郎為新娘榜上。但是作為幸福與回憶的象徵,終有一天會凋零的話,想來非常可惜。所以,想試試看以這種方法製作。您很中意這個腕花嗎?」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「嗯……看起來<span class="s1">640</span>很適合。」<span class="s1">639</span>將腕花放在懷中的兔子玩偶旁,雖則以粉紅與淡綠拼湊而成的花在玩偶的身上綻放,卻因尺寸過大而顯得格格不入。<span class="s1">639</span>挪了幾次位置,似乎也無法配合。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「腕花本來是根據成年雌性亞人的體型製作的,也許並不是太適合玩偶。」<span class="s1"><br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「少爺請收下這朵腕花吧。雖然不適合這隻小兔子,但也許能送給其他中意的人吧。」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span class="s1">639</span>遲疑片刻,像是突然想被教導過的事那般,低聲向拜爾德道謝。語畢,<span class="s1">639</span>又了無聲息地離開了工作室。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「……總之,伯爵家的那位千金就是對我說了那番話。<span class="s1"> </span>這可叫人怎麼回答呢,拒絕也不是,答應當然也是不可能的。確實讓我苦惱了好一會。」光滑的骨瓷杯中水汽裊裊升起,在紅茶能入口之前,柯爾溫像平時有一句沒一句地和奧倫聊天。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「答應不就好了,反正也只是想與你相處罷了。」奧倫一邊聽著,一邊百無聊賴地看向落地窗外的花園景色。精心照料的灌木花草上灑滿水珠,午後的陽光為其點綴細碎的輝耀。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「你怎麼盡是給我出餿主意,人類的難纏與不自知你不該最清楚了。……況且父親好像要給我找訂婚對象了,真無聊。」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">奧倫慢條斯理地想著如何回答,或者乾脆就假裝沒有聽到算了。身後的尾巴輕擺,倏然感到異樣,立即警戒地移開。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span class="s1">639</span>的聲音從身後傳來,轉頭之後只見<span class="s1">639</span>一臉困惑地看著奧倫挪開的尾巴,手中是一朵婚禮上才會用到的腕花。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「剛才的人說這個可以送給別的中意的人,不過尾巴躲開了,所以不是很理解。」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">奧倫聽著<span class="s1">639</span>的解釋,停了半刻,放棄去梳理其中遞進的邏輯。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「終於有了一個可以拒絕小姐們的藉口,你不該高興麼?」奧倫一邊回柯爾溫的話,一邊拿過腕花,輕輕綁在<span class="s1">639</span>的左手手腕上。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">這次柯爾溫卻沒有接話。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「<span class="s1">639</span>,坐下吧。」奧倫對自己的寵物下了命令之後,這才轉身面對沈默的好友問道:「你又怎麼了?」</span></div>
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</span>「是嗎?正如我所希望那般。」奧倫若無其事地拿起茶杯,將紅茶注入<span class="s1">639</span>眼前的杯子中。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">柯爾溫想著手中的茶水溫度該是剛好入口了,呷了一口的同時,不禁暗自想著。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">你剛才還問何以見得來著……答案是何處不見才是吧。</span></div>
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<br />凜子http://www.blogger.com/profile/12005037376822761893noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9159322731105320775.post-6474150297234865052019-12-01T16:16:00.002+08:002019-12-01T16:16:54.163+08:00敘言<style type="text/css">
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span class="s1">×</span>新角色的故事!</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span class="s1">×</span>第一次挑戰這種書信體……意外地有意思。不知道能不能將東西都表達出來呢。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">近來事務繁忙,故此未能抽空寫信。希望你在遠方一切順利。這兩個月發生的事情,我將會在以下向你簡短傳達。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">首先,上次信中所提到的事件已經圓滿解決。經過了半年的調查與追蹤,本隊於上週終於破獲了一宗大型的人口販賣案件。該集團涉及販賣亞人人口與對他們身體造成難以磨滅的損傷。上次提及我們一直苦無有力的證據,無法進行下一步行動。正當陷入僵局時,兩週前一位十二歲的受害者出逃,為我們提供了絕佳的契機。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">你大約也不會感到吃驚,那位受害者是與我同族的年幼女性。我族向來容易成為那些人的目標,故此我也對她深感同情。請你不必擔心,她雖則失去了一邊的羽翼,但其餘並無大礙,現已在綜合醫院留醫觀察。目前她的情緒尚未完全穩定,相信你在的話應該比我更會處理吧。畢竟你向來如此。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">其次,我上個月終於抽空回到我們曾經一起服役的聯合軍隊辦公室。我想你沒有興趣聽我說我處理的公務,故此向你簡述舊隊友的近況吧。我們曾在的<span class="s1">E7</span>分隊現已由喬治擔任隊長,比起五年前他確實有擔當許多了。而你最喜歡揶揄的那位曼森終於和戀人結婚,偶爾會懷念你那些精明的調侃,關於這點我不甚理解,僅此傳達給你。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">許多舊隊友仍在聯合軍隊任職,他們仍會惋惜你的離隊。聽見他們的這些評價,想必你會高興的。但我想無論是人也好,亞人也好,總有一天都必須展翅高飛。話雖如此,道別卻仍是一件困難的事。至少,於我而言是如此。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">免得你又揶揄我的書信風格,公事的內容就暫且打住。我實在不太能理解你們人類為何如此樂於表達情感。基於尊重,以下將會向你簡單更新我的生活近況。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">大體來說,我的生活大同小異。除去每日巡邏與處理案件的職務外,私人時間便也只是讀書與鍛鍊。幾乎與我們在聯合軍校時無異,想必你也清楚的。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">你還記得自己在上一次亞人的貴族選拔時落敗嗎?即使如此,依然雄心壯志說要參加下一屆選拔。我實在不明白你,人類為何要獲得亞人貴族的頭銜,但問了的話也只會告訴我是因為想玩吧。這樣吊兒郎當的性格對軍人而言並非好事,望你能多加注意。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">上一屆那位灰髮的森林貓亞人再次蟬聯爵位,據說他的舉止與儀態都優雅非凡,我想你應該真的毫無勝算了。我早該勸你不要再訂下這種無謂的目標了。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">說來,最近讓我有些挫敗。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">……這個字眼可真古怪,不太像我會用的。為了實現對你的約定與尊重,我只得試著使用這些描述心情的詞彙了。請你多加體諒。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">回到上述的話題,我最近重新開始與你約好的飛翔練習。在離開聯合軍隊之前已取得了不少成果,儘管你總是在旁邊期待,但我必須說明一點。就算我能飛了也不會讓你坐在我的背上,飛你去食堂的,煩請你採用普通的方法到達目的地。……然而,自從在那件事後我便再也無法飛翔,甚至連展開翅膀都感到痛苦。那次受的傷已經全然康復,但卻無論如何都無法在訓練上取得進度。距離實現和你約定尚有一段距離,希望你不會因而怪罪我。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">方才忘記提起,喬治說我和在<span class="s1">E7</span>時一樣,像是時間停止了一樣。如我所說,人類的語言真的讓我難以理解。每當遇到這些陌生的事時,我總會想著你會如何應對以及自己無法獨力面對這些的理由。故此,希望能早日與你相見,但未能實現承諾你的一切時又非常不甘就此退卻。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">我素來不及你伶牙俐齒,若是相逢時仍不見長進,想必你又要調侃我了。因而,我在此與你再次做下一個約定。下次見面時,我會將一切想法完整傳達給你。當然,是以精妙的語言表達。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">可惜我將要出發前往綜合醫院探望那位受害者,若有後續我會再向你簡述。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">不必憂慮回信的事,留待我們下次會面時再向我說吧。不過以你的記性,或許還是做些筆記會比較好。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">對了,近來連日放晴,希望你所在的地方也是晴空萬里。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span class="s2">×</span>設定上<span class="s2">639</span>的所有體液對人類都是致命的,但對亞人來說血液才致命,剩下的是致幻<span class="s2">/</span>麻痹的神經毒素</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">不管自己做什麼,對方似乎都不會拒絕。至今為止,依舊無法確切地理解這份順從是來自彼此間的階級關係,還是他本就如此擅長聽取命令。掌心托著他的下顎,將少年纖細的線條全然收入手中。<span class="s2">639</span>不甚理解卻又下意識地順著自己的意思,略為張開嘴巴,微微側著頭讓唇舌間的交纏更順利。細細地吞下他口中的氣息,神經毒素從舌面滲透進血液,讓精神無比振奮與快活。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">不知出於何種動機,奧倫毫無猶豫地掠奪著他口中的氣息。大約是在熱切的親吻之間,氧氣不知不覺就在維持呼吸作用時耗盡,毒素帶來的暈眩在缺氧之下越發嚴重。<span class="s2">639</span>即使不受到毒素的侵擾,卻也同樣被氧氣短缺的副作用所影響。他下意識抬起手,想要動彈時,奧倫卻斷然抽離開。還不及為唇上半秒的空虛感到不適應,<span class="s2">639</span>便感覺奧倫的手壓在胸骨,用力一推。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">柔軟的床鋪撐著腰背,但胸骨此刻卻有點發酸發疼。忽而感到身邊的床榻凹陷,奧倫俯身單手撐在<span class="s2">639</span>身旁,棕綠色的雙眼近在咫尺,以自身構成壓制對方的牢籠。<span class="s2">639</span>雖說無意逃脫,但也無法完全理解所有的舉動。低垂的睫毛在眼下掃落一抹淡青,奧倫伸手拉下<span class="s2">639</span>領口上的繩結,解開的襯衫下是佈滿斑駁傷痕與瘀青的皮膚,越是如此越是讓人喜愛。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">奧倫略為吐舌示意<span class="s2">639</span>模仿,後者儘管不解依然服從地伸出了舌頭。富有技巧性地勾過舌頭,牽引到口腔中,舌尖掃過濕潤的舌面,與至今為止自己所知曉的觸感並無不同,此刻帶來的興奮卻是難以言喻的。沈淪在缺氧的暈眩與亢奮的縫隙間,忽而聽見<span class="s2">639</span>口中漏出潮濕的一聲喘息。無論多擅長長時間進行重複工作,親吻始終令他有一瞬失手。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">奧倫滿意地看著他的表情,從未見過對方如此不知所措與渴求著什麼。感官麻痹之前,他突兀在一片情慾中嗅到了令人沈穩的乙醇氣味。放開了濕軟的唇舌,讓身體接受到本能的驅使,在鼻腔中灌滿<span class="s2">639</span>身上的氣息。素來有控制自己尾巴習慣的奧倫此刻也無法分神,只能任由尾巴興奮地搖晃起來,連耳朵也愉快地輕輕抖動,期待著對方的反應。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">親吻落在暗紅結痂的疤痕上,唇瓣與舌頭勾畫出形狀,與此同時抬眼觀察對方的表情。<span class="s2">639</span>的雙膝不自覺地屈起,眼中透出著因無法理解而產生的警戒,手指開始緊張地收攏。褪下的衣服被推到了一邊,順著肌理親吻而下,明確地感覺到<span class="s2">639</span>的肌膚有些發燙,連帶呼吸都開始不安地急促起來。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">平常毫無懼色的臉龐上呈現出被快感混染的淡淡紅暈,一貫堅定的眼眸如今正微微游離。鈕扣被一下打開,指頭將膨脹的慾望全都納入掌中,<span class="s2">639</span>的眼神瞬間收回,集中在奧倫戲謔的嘴角上。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「……唔、嗯。」<span class="s2">639</span>手中的床單被攥得皺起,平時肯定會遭奧倫白眼,但此刻似乎都無人有空閒顧及這些細節。平時最在乎的那位略為調整姿勢,套弄著手中挺立的性器,指腹磨蹭著冠狀溝,挺直腰背,以居高臨下的姿態觀察著寵物的反應。初次接觸情事而感到不適應的模樣,坦率地以加快呼吸頻率來緩和,最終在奧倫略為加重手中的力度與速度時,還是抵不住吐出了曖昧的聲響。<span class="s2">639</span>的雙眼略為眯起,稍微掩蓋了滲出的慾望。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">奧倫滿意地俯視<span class="s2">639</span>的表情,彷彿是施捨一般賦予深吻,讓自己的控制更進一步深入其中。淺薄的唇舌纏繞,配以逐漸加快的套弄速度,貼近的肩膊與軀體開始顫慄。<span class="s2">639</span>仰起頭,索求著與奧倫唇齒相連時的安全感,在臨近極限時候無論是眼前實際存在的線條還是腦海中幻化的空間都一併混雜融化,最終變成了掌心中的粘膩濁液。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「嗯、……」<span class="s2">639</span>的身體倏然僵硬,隨之又鬆懈了下來,奧倫環住他的肩膀以防他往後傾倒。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">待<span class="s2">639</span>略為放鬆了些,而奧倫直接開始拿手帕擦手。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">左思右想了一下,大約是感覺此時是必須模仿的。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span class="s2">639</span>轉而跪坐在床上,將臉埋在了奧倫的兩腿之間,伸手將扣子解開,其中挺立的性器早已腫脹。奧倫再次居高臨下地看著他,裸露的背脊上椎骨撐起了精瘦的肌理與蒼白的皮膚,此時他更深刻地感覺到人類的嬌小。<span class="s2">639</span>的前髮掩去了雙眼與表情,只見其扶著掌中的慾望,伸出舌頭輕輕舔舐著。舌面滑過頂端,帶來了令人麻痹的觸感。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">僅僅是模仿,轉化成為自己的行動,<span class="s2">639</span>試著從根部開始逐漸往上親吻,粗糙地舔舐著,毫無技巧性可言。然而,唾液中的毒素刺激著神經感知,具有如細針般密密麻麻的麻痹感,卻又隱約被慾望刺得發燙。從剛才開始便無比高漲的情慾,如今在口舌的刺激之下更為激烈。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">像是感覺到自己的視線一般,<span class="s2">639</span>略微抬頭,露出了一如既往的笑容。<span class="s2">639</span>將性器含入口中,牙齒不經意地輕刮過,奧倫伸手輕輕拍了一下他的頭。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「如果要做就做好一點,用嘴唇把牙齒包起來些。」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「唔嗯。」<span class="s2">639</span>的回答非常含糊,隨後的吸吮也變得更又富有技巧性了一些。於<span class="s2">639</span>而言要將奧倫的性器深入口中也不算易事,因而在沒入的瞬間已能感受到被口腔包覆的壓迫感。敏感的頂端擦過上顎,引起了奧倫背脊一片戰慄,同時過於高傲而不願表達出快感。緊閉的唇齒間不漏出一絲曖昧,但越發厚重的呼吸聲中卻透露了端倪。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">奧倫發現了<span class="s2">639</span>的目光,隨之不悅地伸手插入他透著薄汗的髮間,略為施力按壓,讓他不能繼續抬頭盯著自己,同時性器又更進一步地被壓入喉嚨。性器壓住他的舌頭,幾乎要被抵入喉內,呼吸不順的情況下使得其富有節奏地擠壓著。慾望在對方口中攪動時伴著粘稠曖昧的水聲,在房間靜謐的空氣中突兀響起,似乎要提醒奧倫此刻的荒唐。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">被毒素所影響、被氣氛所影響、被心情所影響,無論是什麼都解釋不透。蟄伏在意識深處的情感即將要覺醒,卻在最後被強制壓下。大約只是單純地渴望,因而行動,自己向來如此忠實地呈現慾望。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">必須僅此而已。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span class="s2">639</span>扶著被唾液沾得濕滑的性器,在奧倫的按壓下猛地深入,觸發了嘔吐的反射機制。剎那間的強烈收縮,思緒與理智被融化在熱度之中,越過了界限釋放了出來。白液被灌入喉嚨,<span class="s2">639</span>本能地抽離,只感覺滿口腥澀與喉嚨熾熱。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「咳、咳咳……」<span class="s2">639</span>口中的液體被全然吞下,但咳嗽依然止不住。嘴角仍是帶著少許白濁,卻又不自知。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">奧倫感覺強烈的暈眩向自己襲來,本該是突然其來的清醒,大約受到毒素的影響,如今暈得幾乎讓自己頭痛欲裂。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「過來。」<span class="s2"><br />
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</span>「咳、嗯?」<span class="s2">639</span>乖巧地湊過來,眼神中似乎透露著渴望被稱讚的樣子。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">真是好懂。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">奧倫把<span class="s2">639</span>的臉擦乾淨,這才感覺滿意了。自己簡單處理一下便抵不住這種暈眩,躺倒在被褥中。<span class="s2">639</span>趴在了他身邊,像是在觀察一般盯著他看。原本該是要把他給推下去,但還是決定放棄了,隨著<span class="s2">639</span>去吧。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">超級後悔。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">非常後悔。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">極端後悔。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">奧倫睜開眼睛,外面的陽光落在了自己的床鋪上,刺眼得令人作嘔,而自己身上的感覺也令人非常不悅。更別提自己轉頭便看到寵物安然蜷縮在身邊的模樣,順勢想起了昨天的種種情事。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">回想起一切的源頭都是柯爾溫與自己提起<span class="s2">639</span>唾液中的毒素這回事,所以最佳的處理辦法便是與柯爾溫絕交。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">就這麼處理吧。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">安眠中的<span class="s2">639</span>稍微挪動了身體,奧倫思考現在踢下去是不是個最佳決定時,<span class="s2">639</span>輕輕抓住自己的衣服。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">那可不就麻煩了。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">奧倫對這種進退兩難的情況翻了一個無可奈何的白眼。他將身體從陽光邊挪開,更加靠近了<span class="s2">639</span>的方向,隨之閉上眼睛以逃避一切。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">姑且在這種像是宿醉般的症狀減輕前,自己就這麼饒過這種得寸進尺的寵物吧。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span class="s1">×</span>大概是表現<span class="s1">639</span>過去的一部分</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「<span class="s1">640</span>死了,埋起來吧。」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span class="s1">639</span>低頭凝視著像是死了一般靜止不動的兔子玩偶,撕裂的腹部中露出了內裡發黃的棉花,而兔子的面容卻仍然是如此平靜。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">就這麼沈睡下來,彷彿死了一般又彷彿是活了一般。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">不知不覺來到了河邊,而空無一物的懷抱中讓人非常不習慣。所以,<span class="s1">639</span>捧著隨處摘下的花草,散落在河面上,細小的花瓣在折射陽光的水波上隨之泛起漣漪。以前似乎未曾真正見過河川小溪,未曾聽過清晨的鳥聲啁啾與枝葉搖擺時候的窸窣,但似乎有與誰做下一同往前的約定。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">過去的輪廓逐漸在記憶中減退模糊,經過反覆跨越瀕死的界線後,一切都在時間中融化開來。只是低聲說出那個名字時候又再次復甦了,無論是她的笑容還是聲音都宛如重生般清晰呈現在面前,說到底<span class="s1">639</span>仍是無法明白生死之間的分別。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">如果明天無法相見就是死亡,那每天闔上眼睛之後便是死亡。隨著太陽升起時,又會再次復活。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「……如果<span class="s1">639</span>會因此死的話,那我也不會想閉上眼了呀。」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">曾經何時似乎有聽過她這麼說過,稚嫩聲音從潔白的兔子玩偶中悶悶地傳來。具體是露出了什麼表情,不管如何都沒辦法回憶起來。柔軟的掌心與順滑的髮絲,透著愉快的話語與歌聲,關於她的細節全都被切割成塊,四散在腦內的一片逆光中,而自己只能依稀撿起數塊。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「<span class="s1">639</span>肯定沒有問題的,因為之前每個測試都能通過吧。」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">因為通過測試,我就能變得理解了嗎?無論是計算還是文字都僅僅是跟隨標準、精確模仿的我,始終無法解釋在那瞬間產生的期待與難以言喻的距離感。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">期待今天明天週而復始的死亡與復活,然後期待與她經過相同的輪迴。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「明天見,明天肯定是晴天吧。」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">明明在密閉的實驗室中根本看不見天空,她卻總也這樣期待著。描繪著詩歌中的夜雨與晨霧,刻畫著傾斜的意象與畫面。最後連那天是否放晴都無法得知的情況下,她止步在明日的復活之前,壓下了輪迴的轉動。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">如果無法相見、無法交談便是死亡的話,只要繼續存在在腦海中鮮活地躍動便是復活吧。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">她最後依然保持沈睡的模樣,僅此而已。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">甦醒與復活最終只在期待中落空。無論自己再如何厭惡始終無法改變,只剩下她的玩偶若無其事地繼續存在著。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「<span class="s1">640</span>死了,埋起來吧。」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">將她身體磨碎,然後撒落在所有令人喜愛的地方,每當季節交替時候便會在時光中生生不息。從布料中裂開的棉花也會在天空中飛揚落下,透著暖黃的陽光,變成一片片擦過臉頰的細軟,化作不同的形狀重複著死與生的無盡循環。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「你原來在這裡。」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">聽到熟悉的聲音,<span class="s1">639</span>轉身便看到奧倫站在身後,臉上沒有絲毫擔心的神色。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「我想把<span class="s1">640</span>拿過來。」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「是說那個玩偶麼?」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「死了就應該埋起來吧。」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「雖然我樂於看柯爾溫白費力氣,但你要不要看過再決定呢?」奧倫拿出了腹部被小心縫好的兔子玩偶,腹內是全新的柔軟棉花。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「<span class="s1">640</span>……」<span class="s1"><br />
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</span>「要埋了也沒關係,或許你可以當著他面這麼做,然後給予他脆弱的心靈一記重擊。」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span class="s1">639</span>拿著兔子玩偶左右端詳,除了腹部上那條新的埋線外,其他地方如舊。奧倫端詳著<span class="s1">639</span>的反應,後者意外地露出了坦率的笑容。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">……真是一點小恩小惠就能收買的東西。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「回去吧,我可不想那傢伙趁機在我家閒逛。」奧倫不等<span class="s1">639</span>回答就直接轉身,身後很快就傳來了快速的腳步,正如自己所料。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「嗯。」<span class="s1">639</span>將玩偶靜靜抱在懷裡,愉快地說了一句:「謝謝。」<span class="s1"><br />
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</span>「看來你還是有從訓練中學到點東西。下次還是先從不把茶杯捏破開始吧。」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「知道了。」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">至今依舊是無法學會道別的方法,也許是因為一切未曾死去。無論是眼前還是過去,總也在曖昧的界線間鮮活地生存。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">Fin.//</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">×獵奇、血腥暗喻描寫</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">×關於639和奧倫的相遇</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">×反正是我兒子就都無所謂吧。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">交錯的白影在眼前掠過,成了延綿不絕的細長光影,環繞飛翔在周遭視野。模糊的形態與輪廓融化在刺目的光中,我追尋著他們的軌跡。我的雙眼捕捉住他們停駐的剎那,凝結成扭曲的一幀。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">我看見他口中的眼睛。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">圍繞我的無數的眼珠,存在著口中正中,收入其雙唇之後。開合時,他的舌頭承載著雙眼,滾動的球體中央是縮放的黑孔,將我刻畫在洞穴後方。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">也許是他在喃喃自語。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「鍙楁楂<span class="s1">639</span>、闈滆剤娉ㄥ皠宸存瘮濡ラ吀」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">也許他要將寒冷灌入血脈,隨之刺破了青紅的管道。鼓譟的聲響粉碎在耳邊,他的話與她的話都淹沒在固態的水中。我沈沒在剛體中心,被鎖在此處。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「注ㄥ皠<span class="s1">℃</span>晥」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「騾イ眠荳、霈ェ豕ィ蟆」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">口中的虹膜反覆顫動著,掙扎成了蝴蝶,落在了我的雙唇上。結成蛹後再裂開成花,散落在地面上變成紅花片片,死於蒸發的烏黑。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">刺入炙熱中的流水,滲透了皮肉下的蛛網,嫣紅染綠又再次變紅。口中的眼珠再次翻滾,如同在怒火中焚燒升溫。蜘蛛展開了身體,向我溫柔地詢問。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「能夠更簡單些。」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">一如既往的聲音,它發出了使我急迫的聲音。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「抬手、滑落、比起測試更簡單的事。」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">一瞬間我像是將四肢伸展向了無數溫暖的懷抱中,鮮活的節奏在手中碎裂開,分裂成高頻率的尖音。蜘蛛垂落在我面前,又忽而跳向遠處。溫暖的雙手冷卻了,我又再次伸向了溫度的深處,握緊了躍動的物體。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「向上、隨後再向前。你認為的方向,通往你持續的時光?」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">蜘蛛的眼球在旋轉,熠熠生光化作星辰點點。猛地感覺它划破了我的身體,魂魄從洞口流洩而出,而尖銳的聲音又再次湧現。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">我追隨它的腳步,踏入了另一光景。我瞇縫著眼,等待著蜘蛛的指示。行走在彎曲的森林小徑,花鳥飛翔,身上帶著陽光的斑點。耳畔傳來了一陣窸窣。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">?</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span class="s1"><span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span>他的口中存在著雙眼,以此將我切割分食。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「…吃了會死…」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">蜘蛛從樹根爬到了樹頂,逐漸消失了。它不愛久留,它總是藉故離開。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「跟我來吧。」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">取而代之,他發出了指令。我也追隨他的腳步來到了川流不息的河水旁,隨之冰涼的液體包裹全身,口中吞吐著泡沫。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「差不多了。你叫什麼名字?」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span class="s2">「</span>639<span class="s2">」</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「那只是編號吧。」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「…?<span class="s1">639</span>?」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「罷了,隨你喜歡吧。」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">他口中的眼睛卻是冷淡地轉動,不帶著愉悅的顏色。我等待著日月逆轉,星體被黑夜吞噬後散去火光,只剩下蒼白一片。他引領我在淡薄的光中前進,乾澀的雙眼只能依稀分辨出晦澀的形狀。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">他讓我的手在木板上發出聲響,木板後是一個女性,口中空無一物。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「……多可憐的少年,請進吧。」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">他穿過我的身邊,讓熟悉的溫暖落在我的身體上。因為入夜而冷卻的軀體再次溫暖起來,迅速得甚至聽不見尖銳的聲響。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">他將鮮活的節奏抽出,放入了皮箱之中。他隨之尋找著什麼,他期待我的模範,如同過去的眼球所追求的一樣。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">我的視線下意識落在角落的櫃子中,而他口中的眼球也一同前往。櫃子中藏著幼小的女性,我伸出了手。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">咔。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">落在我掌心中的球體,從指縫間泄漏的熱切溫度。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「你真讓我吃驚。」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">我轉頭看向了他,他口裏的眼睛笑了,彎成快樂的弧度。這些使我喜歡,上揚的弧度與轉動的眼睛。我將手中的一切遞給他,他將一切收入皮箱中,因此抬頭時候口中已經沒有眼睛了。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">他擦乾淨了我的雙手,隨之將手帕丟下。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「走吧。」他的雙耳與尾巴在晦澀的月光中依舊顯眼,我甚至能看清他伸出的手。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「嗯。」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">我握住了他的手,他似乎滿意地笑了起來。我凝視著他的側臉,感覺嘴角提肌在收緊,扯成了弧線。蜘蛛在天花板上再次安靜地凝視我,而我凝視他的雙眼在夜中生輝。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">Fin.//</span>凜子http://www.blogger.com/profile/12005037376822761893noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9159322731105320775.post-53831506488791999212019-08-28T21:41:00.004+08:002019-08-28T21:41:58.815+08:00【鉢雷】When I Saw You
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<span class="s2">×</span><span style="font-family: ".PingFang HK"; font-size: x-small;">雙性轉、部分設定捏造、既定戀人設定</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span class="s2">×</span>性轉後名字變更注意</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span class="s2">×</span>今天我也實力派的鉢雷吹</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span class="s2">×0828鉢雷日!所以</span>無腦甜!</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">鉢屋三子平躺在榻榻米上,雖然知道下課之後就無所事事不太好,但她不想動。她側目看了看自己的戀人不破雷子,對方同樣也懶洋洋地躺在身邊,突然罪惡感少了一些,於是舒服地閉上眼睛。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">敞開的拉門間吹來午後柔和的風,帶著絲絲初秋的涼意以及乾燥的味道,伸手便能握住戀人的手,這確實是一段愜意無比的時光。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「<span class="s2">……</span>三子,我們這樣怠慢訓練真的好嗎?」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">正當三子打算打個盹,雷子的聲音突然響起,打破了原本的平靜。仔細一想,難得的午後就這麽睡過去了也實在浪費,於是三子翻身趴到雷子身邊提了建議。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「下個禮拜不是有和服飾品配搭的測驗,我們來玩<span class="s2">——</span>複習吧?」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「三子打算怎麽玩?」雷子興致勃勃地看著她,看來也沒有當這是什麼正經的複習。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「我來變裝成不同的人,雷子你來配衣服吧!我正好可以玩變裝<span class="s2">~</span>」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「三子平時不已經在變裝了?」雷子簡直一語驚醒夢中人,直接就這麽講出來了。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「變成雷子又不算變裝,純粹就是喜歡。」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">並沒有驚醒,還是那麽如在夢中,自在得很。三子身手矯健地翻起來,興高采烈地拉開壁櫥門,將變裝用的箱子都拿出來。一下子房內各種衣服飾品琳瑯滿目,充滿著愉快的空氣。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">雷子一手拿著以淺藍為主調的浴衣,一手拿著另一件米黃與嫩粉雙色交織的浴衣,她又抬頭看看「久久知兵子」的臉,開始陷入了無限的猶豫循環中。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「<span class="s2">…</span>嗯,兵子的話皮膚很白皙,果然是藍色<span class="s2">…</span>可是稍微改變印象也不錯,再說主題是春天賞花的打扮<span class="s2">…</span>呃、呃<span class="s2">…</span>」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「你這樣肯定要補考了。」頂著兵子容顏的三子饒有興趣地看著她,明明是頂著別人端莊文靜的臉卻露出了壞笑。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「因為不管哪件都好適合兵子,所以好難選擇<span class="s2">…</span>」雷子一想到這個禮拜肯定是要補考了,突然肩膀就耷拉下來了。自己如果有多點決斷力就好了,也不會連做服裝配搭這種小事都辦不好,簡直越想越無力。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「還有一個星期,多做幾次訓練說不定就好了。不擅長幫兵子配,你想換誰都可以啊。」三子抬手,就在手掌遮掩臉龐的一瞬間,容貌已經發生了改變。再次揮動,又幻化成另一人的相貌,最終又恢復到雷子的面貌上。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「<span class="s2">…</span>我想<span class="s2">…</span>可能兵子還是配藍色吧?」雷子好不容易下了一個決定,結果又皺著眉頭看著米黃色那件浴衣,再次先去猶豫不決的怪圈。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「米黃色的浴衣配勘子?」三子一瞬化作隔壁班尾浜勘子的模樣,不但眉目神似,連那充滿個性的頭髮都能以假亂真。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「如何?」三子接過那件浴衣,披在制服外露出了得意的笑容。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">雖然這麽笑起來的話就像三子本人了。雷子看著她的表情不禁露出了微笑,她從箱子中挑出了另一件棕色的小袖,還沒等她想好要給誰配,三子已經變成了適合的人的模樣。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">雷子試探性地拿起了另一件衣服,三子果然又改變了外貌。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「這樣不就是三子在配了!?」雷子突然驚覺自己不知不覺又被三子牽著鼻子走,這樣可沒辦法進步。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「又沒關系。」三子披上雷子手中的振袖,化作了立花仙子冷豔的外表,以指尖輕輕撩撥著如綢緞般順滑的長髮。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">雷子想著也說不過她就乾脆放棄了。雷子正準備挑選下一件衣服時,忽然視線被一件縫製了蝴蝶紋樣的靛藍色小袖吸引,拿起來細看還能發現其布料上乘,甚至用細線繡滿了菱形暗紋。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「<span class="s2">…</span>這件小袖好漂亮,但是感覺好難穿,不知道適合怎麽樣的女孩子呢?」雷子一邊說著,一邊用指腹磨蹭著袖口上翩然飛起的蝴蝶花紋。見三子沒有回應,她順勢抬頭,只見眼前是一位素未謀面的少女。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">烏黑的髮絲襯著白皙的肌膚流暢地散落,在午後柔軟的陽光下折射出點點光輝。精緻的五官輪廓雖則帶著些許冷清,但眉宇雙目間卻透著悄悄狡黠,讓人感到非常熟悉。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">……<span class="s1">?</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「啊<span class="s2">…</span>從來沒有見過三子變裝成這位<span class="s2">……</span>」雷子頓了一下,這才緩緩開口說道。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「因為那件衣服是從老家帶來的,所以變成了那裏的人<span class="s2">…</span>。」三子意外地有些扭捏,目光不自然地飄忽著。遊離的眼神在雷子把那件小袖披的剎那停下,恍然發現正與她四目相對。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「果然這樣的衣服還是適合美人。」雷子不知怎的也有些羞赧,但還是坦率地回道。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">雷子的聲音近在咫尺,三子難得沉默了下來卻掩蓋不了臉頰與耳廓的淺紅。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「<span class="s2">……</span>終於收拾好了,真是變裝一時爽,收拾起來不得了。」三子把最後的箱子塞回了壁櫥裏,兩人的房間總算變回原本的整潔。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「抱歉,好像幫不太上忙。」雷子不好意思地笑了笑,畢竟她收拾東西的能力和她的決斷力一樣平常都在離家出走。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">回過神來已是日落西山,蔚藍的天空被染成橘黃,其遙遠的彼端甚至被青黑所佔據。兩人有一句沒一句地聊天,身邊的同學擦身而過,她們始終是保持接近的步伐,並肩前行。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「和雷子一起好有意思,雷子真的存在就是正義。」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「你又在說什麽啊。」雷子本來在考慮些事,聽到三子這麽一說就失聲笑了出來。她躊躇片刻,最後還是決定開口詢問。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「<span class="s2">…</span>剛剛<span class="s2">…</span>是三子本來的臉吧?」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">三子明顯頓了一下,目光又開始不自然地遊離。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「嗯<span class="s2">…</span>」三子輕輕點頭,忍不住低聲嘟噥了一句:「以為你沒發現<span class="s2">…</span>」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「因為猶豫了一下嘛。不過,戴著面具是不會看得見臉紅的吧?」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「<span class="s2">…</span>倒是觀察得很仔細。」三子這下倒是彆扭了,雖則臉上看不出,但耳廓又添了幾分淺紅。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「謝謝你讓我看。」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「因為是雷子,所以沒關係<span class="s2">…</span>」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「下次還會給我看吧?」雷子勾著三子的手臂,後者突然感覺陷入柔軟之中,因而更不好意思了。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「雷子真貪心。」三子這麽說著,反過來握住她的手,說道:「再不去食堂就沒飯吃了。」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「那不行。」雷子連忙跟上三子加快的腳步,緊緊握住相牽的手。纖細的長影從兩人腳下延展,伴隨著落下的夜幕,兩人消失在喧鬧中。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span class="s1">×</span>既定戀人設定、三郎是痴漢設定</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span class="s1">×0828鉢雷日,所以</span>無腦甜!</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span class="s1">×</span>面對校園性騷擾要大聲說不</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">仍舊是風和日麗的一天,校內像是一個透明的水缸一般,雖則能看見世間險惡卻又無法真正接觸得到。因而,這學校中的少年少女們才得以安逸度過每一天,為即將到來的殘酷現實做好準備<span class="s1">——</span>話是這麽說,總有人在虛度光陰。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「雷藏<span class="s1">…</span>雷藏<span class="s1">——</span>」虛度光陰的學生之一鉢屋三郎抱著他的室友,正百無聊賴地叫著。被叫喚那位倒是時常銘記一寸光陰一寸金的道理,所以完全不打算搭理他,繼續整理剛剛曬好的衣物。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">三郎見他沒反應,就不情願地抬起身子,視線越過的肩膀,看著他胡亂摺疊校服的手勢。大概是本性不拘小節的緣故,不破雷藏似乎沒打算要把頭巾沿線折好,真的就是意思意思折一下了。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「<span class="s1">…</span>不然我幫你折吧?」三郎的下巴擱在雷藏肩膀上,後者動了動肩膀以示動作被妨礙,前者又只好抬起頭。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「不用了,三郎怎麽突然還想幫我疊衣服?」雷藏想著再不搭理他肯定又要鬧別扭了,決定還是稍微回應兩句。結果,三郎確實不鬧別扭了,倒是口出狂言了。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「比起想幫你折,不如說是想摸摸吧。」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span class="s1">……</span>可是,我們制服材料都是一樣的啊。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「而且也想偷偷交換。」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">似乎不應該是在本人面前說的話,但或多或少也猜到了。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「還有我在想<span class="s1">…</span>」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">嗯?</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「雷藏<span class="s1">——</span>你的兜襠布也讓我幫你處理啊<span class="s1">——</span>」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span class="s2">嗯</span>——</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">三郎就這麽大言不慚地發表這種骯髒宣言,而且還若無其事地繼續抱著自己,在自己耳邊進行言語性騷擾。雷藏確實猶豫了一會該如何應對,是繼續發揮充耳不聞的能力,還是這次應該<span class="s1">——</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「雷藏?」三郎看著雷藏陷入沉思的側臉,不自覺就覺得可愛,於是叫喚了兩聲。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「<span class="s1">…</span>那三郎的也給我。」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「<span class="s1">……</span>」忽然,環抱著雷藏的手僵住了,頂著一副難以置信的表情僵硬地轉頭。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「那三郎的兜襠布也給我。」雷藏一臉認真地重複道,甚至還伸了手。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「<span class="s1">……</span>雷藏你這個色鬼!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!」三郎猛地彈開,漲紅著臉大叫。只見他三步併兩步地跨出門外,聲音越來越遠,似乎是往竹谷八左衛門的房間去了。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">雷藏看著他消失的背影,繼續好好地疊他的衣服。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「如果可以,我希望你不要窩在我房間。」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">八左衛門覺得有點奇怪,明明是他的房間,爲什麽他的同班同學好像比自己還有話語權?真的讓人很困惑。而那位被他在心中抱怨的同學則是窩在他房間的地板上,像一條狐狸一樣蜷縮在房間一隅。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">儘管三郎是大叫著雷藏是色鬼這種話才進來的,反正怎麽想都應該是這位惹的禍,本來是不想插手,但是發現三郎開始沒事情在戳自己的蠶寶寶玩時,八左衛門毅然起身,隻身身前往尋找雷藏。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「雷藏。」房間的門並沒有拉上,但八左衛門還是姑且敲了敲門,房内的人稀疏平常地轉身應答了一句。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「三郎在我房間戳生物,能不能把他領走?」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「又給你添麻煩了,我收拾好就過去。」雷藏有些不好意思地笑了笑,趕緊把折疊得很馬虎的衣服塞進櫃子裏。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「(雖然不是很想知道,但姑且還是一問)三郎做了什麽嗎?」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「沒有沒有,只是很普通。」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">結果聽完之後一點都不普通,話説要把這種事情當成普通的人本身也就不太普通了吧。八左衛門覺得自己對自己的同學都一無所知,仿佛像個陌生人,簡直可怕。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「不過沒想到雷藏你會說那種話<span class="s1">……</span>」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「啊,因爲感覺他有點過了,所以是<span class="s1">……</span>以子之矛攻子之盾的概念?」雷藏笑容不變,語畢便利索地站起來,走出了房間,對八左衛門說:「現在就把他帶回去吧。」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span class="s1">……</span>早知道就由著他窩著算了,這樣平白無故被秀一臉實在是可恨。</span></div>
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<br />凜子http://www.blogger.com/profile/12005037376822761893noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9159322731105320775.post-90567694594925493492019-08-04T01:12:00.001+08:002019-08-04T01:12:07.727+08:00【※忍亂原創/與藍】我不懂,因為這一點都不簡單
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span class="s1">×If</span>世界線,以「錯失機會,從來不認識遊佐祭」為前提</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">那夜的月光從拉門之間射入,彷彿水一般滲入榻榻米上細膩的紋路中,沿著這一切灌入黑暗的空間中。落在被酒精催得發紅的臉頰上,白皙細薄的肌膚下像是能看見網狀的微細血管一樣,藍吉分分秒秒的呼吸帶著醉意。晃動的視野中依稀能看到那個人的身影,前行離開的模樣堅定不移。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">曖昧的、模糊的、無法言喻的一瞬中,只記得與作的臉龐在慘淡的月色中顯得更蒼白片面,陰影覆蓋在他的雙眼上。背後是他收拾得乾淨的房間,藍吉的東西依舊灑落在各處,唯獨是他的東西全都收走了。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">其實一點都不懂。從開頭到結尾,簡直就像每一個環節都出了差錯一般。在無數的選擇之中,自己無從干擾他的抉擇,只是目睹他朝著最壞的方向發展。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">藍吉暗自想著,清醒時候都無法理解的事物,醉酒時候就更不可能理解了吧。即使無法理解卻也無法阻止,回過神來與作已經不再是認識的模樣了。眉宇之間褪去了稚氣也褪去了僅存的笑容與情感,只怪是自己過於習慣,甚至連原本的模樣該是如何都說不出了。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">他的笑容在盛夏的陽光間散發著光芒,點點汗水飄散在揚起的髮間,歡聲落在兩人相視而笑的瞬間。那樣的場景在腦海中如此清晰,在與他疏遠的時間中定格加深,直到所有的靜幀都蒙上暖黃的光暈為止。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">只是自己也無法看穿,宛如被背叛般,此刻埋在血肉之下的神經血管不斷抽痛,彷彿銀針穿透般細密的傷痕,緩慢地侵入僅餘的思緒中。藍吉踏著不穩的步伐縮近距離,朦朧中恍如只能望見對方黯淡的輪廓與感受虛幻的體溫。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">攥著與作的衣服,搖晃著賴在他身上以保持脆弱的平衡,費力地抬頭凝視著與作的雙眼。入冬後乾燥的空氣讓喉嚨發疼,聲帶顫動時感覺要磨出了熱度與血水。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">每個音節掙扎地脫離僵硬的唇舌,尋思著該如何說才好。只是始終敵不過疼痛與暈眩,就連凝視他的眼眸都如此艱難。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">將時間拉成直線再切分為無數的片段,以肉眼不及的速度飛散破裂,那自己的眼睛應該捕捉哪一瞬間?忘記曾經多少晦澀的夜晚中,紙門透出毛茸茸的月色,而自己只會啞口無言卻無可奈何。最後,藍吉只捕捉到與作堅決的雙眼剎那間有了一絲動搖,而映照在他眼中的自己卻細小扭曲得看不清。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">滾燙的面頰上傳來與作指腹粗糙的觸感,拇指生硬地輕撫著,若有似無地帶著自作多情的憐惜。藍吉瞪圓雙眼,這才覺得眼下被扯得發疼發熱,乾澀的眼球逐漸被淡薄的氤氳滋潤。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">與作默不做聲,就如此捧著他的臉頰不作更多回應。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「不走了吧。」藍吉記不起任何親吻的技巧,只是胡亂地吻著著對方的臉頰與唇邊。不停輕啄著,如此細碎散亂卻又孜孜不倦。與作眼瞼低垂,月影滑落在眼下化作淡青的印子,手逐漸伸入微熱的髮間。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">動作中帶著多少憐惜,帶著多少真情實意,藍吉不得而知,輕輕地闔上雙眼。對方的鼻息近在咫尺,彷彿兩人在共享著空氣中稀少的氧氣般,一呼一吸都會分薄些,帶來多一些令人期待的窒息感。逐漸收縮的懷抱支撐著難以掌握的平衡,逐漸纏繞其中的唇舌與氣息,吞吐之間加濃了化不開的情慾。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">僅僅是短短的剎那片刻,現在卻像被拉得綿長,放大了他每一個細緻的動作變化。藍吉跨坐在對方的大腿上,在唇舌交纏之間微微睜開眼睛偷偷觀察。與作配合著自己閉上雙眼,鼻息不見一絲紊亂,像是對自己的行為不為所動般。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">藍吉環抱著他肩胛骨的雙手鬆開,沿著身體肌理緩緩往下,對方既不反抗也不迎合,只是任由自己擺佈。隔著袴粗糙的麻布,底下充滿慾望的觸感傳到掌心,略為收攏變成勾勒形狀。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「原來你還是會喜歡的啊……」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">沒有任何人強迫自己,純粹就是喜歡罷了。毫無根據地執著初戀,虛無飄渺的情感不知何時刻入掌紋與年輪,隨著時間越劃越深,最後再也抹不掉了。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">從未曾如此靠近地看過他,他應聲徐徐睜開眼,對上了藍吉的雙眼。只是眼瞼後的眼睛僅僅是假裝在凝視自己,自己的倒影模糊不清,甚至扭曲得辨不清五官容貌。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「說起來我從來沒有做過這些、好難……你記得我們五年級時候有寢技課嗎?考了也不知道怎麼做……好好笑、嗯…」藍吉的額頭抵在與作的肩膀上,解開自己腰帶的手動作不利索,他像平時那樣用喋喋不休來掩飾。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">藍吉扯開與作纏在腰間的結,袴鬆垮地落下,他順勢就將其扯下些。對於藍吉粗糙的脫衣方法,與作只是微微皺起眉頭,但也只是默許。說不出的焦躁從腹部深處湧上,幾乎要燙著喉嚨,說不出話也呼吸不順,對方的慾望終於赤裸地展現在自己面前。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「…果然做不來、第一次好難…」呼吸節奏變得沈重,藍吉提起搖搖晃晃的腰身,想就這樣將對方的所有都容納進去。彎得酸疼的大腿在使勁時有些顫抖,他緊緊抓住與作的肩膀,控制著身體緩緩下降。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「別這樣。」與作環著他的腰以阻止他更進一步,平靜的低語沉入凝固的空氣中,說道:「……這樣誰都不會舒服。」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">昏暗的視野猛然翻轉,藍吉的背脊貼著硬冷的榻榻米上,點點鈍痛從脊骨傳來。與作的前臂撐在頸側,他的身體籠罩著自己,落下了沈重的黑影。與作將手指放到唇邊,藍吉似乎意識到了他要做什麼,有些著急地抓過他的手拉到自己嘴邊。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「我、我可以的…」藍吉不知為何著急了起來,怕是自己什麼都做不來會惹來對方的不滿。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">實際上與作並沒有不滿,但也沒有愉悅,就這樣順著對方意。以溫熱濕潤的口腔包裹著指頭,舌面細緻地舔吮,舌尖上蔓延開指尖沾染的淡鹽味道。徐徐深入喉嚨,又再次退出,唇色反覆包裹吞吞,沾滿了滑膩的唾液。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">與作將指頭抽回,藍吉捲起的舌頭驟然寂寞,他轉而又圈住了對方的肩膀。濡濕的指尖逐漸沒入體內,骨骼分明的手指生硬地撐開緊閉的穴肉,在深處摸索著、抽動著。指頭的數量逐漸增加,滾燙的疼痛讓藍吉不自覺地收緊了懷抱,但這些仍算是忍得住。他總覺得對方的動作也在隱約間透漏著不著痕跡的細緻與輕柔。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">與作此刻有了片刻遲疑,或許是見了藍吉皺起的眉間,不知是否應該進行下去。一瞬像是關心的行為讓藍吉暗自高興了起來,同時擔心對方真的會停下來。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「<span class="s1">…</span>不痛不痛!我忍得住<span class="s1">…</span>所以繼續吧。」略微壓低聲音,事到如今才覺得害羞也無補於事,自己回答的話語仍是含糊。摸不透對方的表情與心情,毫無根據卻會希望在交合的瞬間能相通,懷抱這種虛無縹緲的思緒等待著。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">粗糙的擴張未能為異物的進入做好準備,撕裂般的痛楚瞬間貫穿軀體,熾熱的痛苦燒灼著微顫的肌理,連帶聲帶都只能無聲顫抖卻化不成一個音節。藍吉呼吸著乾冷的空氣,緩和著強烈的疼痛,他禁不住弓起背脊,指甲嵌入對方的背脊。他強忍著幾乎要脫口而出的痛呼,生怕對方會停下而生硬地吞嚥殆盡。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">一切哽在喉頭,簡直像是鐵塊般,堵塞了所有情緒。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">異物深深埋入體內,剜開他的血肉,一圈紅血滲透出來混入情慾中。軀體中充滿對方熱切的溫度與實感,緩慢的撞擊之下,自己似乎也能從中領悟到了少許快感與他的疼愛<span class="s1">——</span>還是說,這也是酒精中的臆想。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「<span class="s1">…</span>唔、啊嗯<span class="s1">——</span>」隨之伴隨的疼痛也讓自己身體難以動彈,銀白的月光落在散開的長髮上,粗糙的榻榻米擦得皮膚發紅。互相連接交纏的四肢與肉體終於深深地融為一體,藍吉卻仍舊感覺彼此的隔閡有增無減。氧氣從口中吞進又吐出,性器不斷抽離又深入,呼吸急促得駭人卻根本無法緩和疼痛。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">藍吉未曾是喜愛疼痛的人,未曾設想過與對方會陷入這樣的景況,但是自己還是希望如此,也感覺必須如此。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「……啊嗯、唔……」循環往復的動作中,疼痛與快感開始交叉擴散,蔓延至他的軀骸。藍吉的雙腿纏著與作的腰身,越是讓頂撞深入體內,越是無法抑制本能的愉悅。疼痛不知不覺就被快感磨損耗盡,細碎地溶入翻騰的熱度中。彼此低聲的喘鳴錯互纏織,在這難以言喻的一切裡變成不可視化。最終橫跨了極限,濃烈的情感剎那湧出,對方也跟隨著解放了。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">藍吉仍是氣喘吁吁,喘得肺部發疼,但那人卻毅然清醒了過來,要連帶著滑膩的感觸一起退了出來。<span class="s1"><br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「……嗯、嗯。」藍吉悄然地鬆開了雙腿與雙手,撐在自己身上的與作轉而躺在了身旁,忽而眼前的天花板清晰得古怪。他瞥了一眼身旁的人,正在不遠處,所以他又靠了過去。那人依舊是既不反抗也不歡迎,僅僅是承載著自己的感情,順從著自己的慾望。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「辛苦了<span class="s1">——</span>我也好睏啊。」藍吉靠著對方的肩膀,輕輕地說道,而房間裡面只有呼吸聲與他的說話聲。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">歸根到底,我仍舊無法清楚理解。藍吉抱著對方的手臂,凝視著他闔上的雙眼以及顎線硬朗的側臉。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">不管自己從與作身上接下了多少,與作都沒有拿過自己給予的一絲半縷。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「但我還是……」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">不打算放手。</span></div>
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<br />凜子http://www.blogger.com/profile/12005037376822761893noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9159322731105320775.post-87799656720436811872019-07-20T18:39:00.000+08:002019-07-20T18:40:53.169+08:00【鉢雷】請仰頭迎接吻<style type="text/css">
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span class="s1">×</span>雙性轉、既定戀人設定</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span class="s1">×</span>想要寫只有女生才可以用的梗,我卷總是給我最好的點子嘻嘻<span class="s1"><br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">難得學校休假,而鉢屋三子卻平躺在被褥上,雙眼盯著房間的天花板。大腿的酸疼讓她只想躺著,完全不想移動。下腹的悶痛配合著激烈的抽痛,她開始漫無邊際地想些無聊的事來轉移視線,首當其衝的想法就是自己想做男人,不如說現在就想要變成男人。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">如果變成男人的話,乾脆就叫鉢屋三郎吧。那自己最可愛的戀人不破雷子就叫不破雷藏好了,感覺非常可愛。雷子的音容笑貌、一顰一笑浮現眼前,三子心情剛好一點,下腹彷彿電擊般猛地抽痛,她不禁蜷縮身體,面容扭曲。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「三子,好點了嗎?」雷子恰好回來,一拉開門就看到蜷縮成一團的三子,答案不言而喻。深知對方總是深受生理痛折磨,而自己又沒這個問題,自然會多照顧些。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">雷子每次都會從食堂取熱水,裝入皮革水囊,然後讓三子放在腹部上。這次當然也毫不例外,她將剛剛裝好熱水的水囊小心翼翼地放在三子腹部上,後者感覺到水溫逐漸滲入到皮肉下,鈍痛感覺也逐漸融化了些。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「辛苦了。」雷子心疼地看著她雙唇發白,眉頭深鎖的模樣,低聲說道。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">三子被折磨得生無可戀,只是點頭回應。雷子回想起之前查過的一些舒緩方法,突然想起來鄰班的勘子提供的方法,聽對方解釋得頭頭是道,感覺有用。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「三子,來親親吧。」雷子向前俯身,前臂撐在三子脖頸兩側,一臉認真地凝視她的雙眼。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「雷、雷子同學……」三子被殺得措手不及,只是對方認真得可怕,一點都不像是來調情的,自己姑且一問:「怎麼突然這麼說?」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「因為勘子說三子高興的話,就不會感覺那麼痛了,總之都試試看吧。」<span class="s1"><br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「好。」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">今天也還是抵抗不了慾望的鉢屋三子。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「那我試試看了!」雷子非常嚴謹地向三子確認,隨之闔上雙眼。她的氣息越發濃郁,幾乎要堵塞了自己的氣管與思緒。三子偏著頭,略為睜眼偷看她的表情,如此專心致志地吻著自己,像是發自內心在期盼著這一切能發揮效用。呼吸的節奏急促了些,三子的注意力徹底轉移到了雷子舔吮著的唇舌唇瓣上,自己像是要獎勵對方的心態般伸手撫上她的臉頰。指尖順著顎線下滑,磨蹭著她發燙的肌膚,舌頭充滿引導性地細膩掃過,勾入更深的交纏。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">痛楚在不知不覺間有所減緩,隨之帶來的卻是更讓人難耐的結果。掌心下滑的動作掠過了脖頸,即將前行時候卻被按住了。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「……現在不可以吧。」彼此略為分開,仍在能感受到溫度的距離,雷子迷濛的聲音響起。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「不是雷子先開始的嗎?」三子眯縫著眼,稍稍抬起身,額頭抵著對方,話音近得像是能就此被收入對方口中。雷子開始猶豫起來了,無疑是跌入了自己的圈套中。如今正猶豫該果斷脫身或者順水推舟,這瞬間又添加了更多煩惱,對自己怎麼會猶豫該不該脫身這件事感到羞愧。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「怎麼?」三子低聲說道,凝視著雷子的雙眼。<span class="s1"><br />
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</span>「雖然是我開始的……但三子還會痛吧,所以不可以。」雷子最後還是別開了臉,這麼回答道。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「我不痛了。」三子充滿自信地說。<span class="s1"><br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「……三子你啊。」雷子拿了水囊打算去重新灌些熱水,決定不顧身後的三子怎麼哼哼唧唧,怎麼撒嬌耍賴了。她打開門準備走出去之際,還聽到三子躺在被褥上怪自己先開始又不收拾殘局。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">確實我也不太對吧<span class="s1">——</span>。雷子又開始猶豫起來了。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">三子在自己耍賴的聲音間似乎聽到了雷子的回答,一瞬有些沒反應過來。<span class="s1"><br />
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</span>語畢頭也不回地走出了房間,砰地一聲關上門,隨之走廊上的一串腳步聲漸漸遠離。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">鉢屋三子看著被關上的房門以及逃走的戀人,首先收起耍賴時舉起的雙手,其次把被子拉過頭,最後閉上眼。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">希望我醒來就是第三天、希望我醒來就是第三天、希望我醒來就是第三天<span class="s1">——</span>!</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">啊、好痛。又是一記狠狠的腹部鉤拳。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">果然這幾天還是沒有那麼好過吧。</span></div>
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<br />凜子http://www.blogger.com/profile/12005037376822761893noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9159322731105320775.post-73135336343638427542019-07-04T23:30:00.001+08:002019-07-04T23:30:12.603+08:00【勘くく/勘久久】「不行唷。」
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span class="s1">×</span>第一次寫勘醬做主角的故事!</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「你們兩個在交往嗎?」八左衛門放棄了,打算直接問了。怎料兩人一臉困惑地從書本中抬起頭,彷彿八左衛門在說夢話一樣。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「為什麼那麽說?」兵助稀疏平常地看著他。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「對啊,八左衛門你昨天是不是沒睡覺~」勘右衛門咧開嘴,嬉皮笑臉地回應道。八左衛門竟然有瞬間懷疑了是不是自己有問題,但定睛細看,肯定是他們的問題。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「什麼樣子?」兵助還是不明白他的意思,甚至想低頭繼續看教科書,不繼續話題了。坐在兵助旁邊的勘右衛門整個人賴在他身上,頭安穩地依偎在肩膀上。勘右衛門甚至一手拿著書,一手還勾著兵助的手臂,親密得很。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「你們只比三郎跟雷藏好一點點而已<span class="s1">…</span>」八左衛門不明白他的兩位同學成績優秀,為什麼聽不懂人話?雖然他同班那位成績優秀的變裝達人也聽不懂人話。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「沒有那麼誇張吧。」兵助眉頭輕皺,似乎不同意。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「<span class="s1">…</span>雖然不知道你們上課怎麽樣,但是每次在走廊食堂都是勾肩搭背的。每次來你們房間找人,不是靠在一起就是抱在一起<span class="s1">…</span>這還不誇張?」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「<span class="s1">……</span>我是覺得無所謂。勘右衛門呢?」兵助放棄理解對方的意思了,轉頭詢問了不知何時就不再靠著他的勘右衛門。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「咦、呃<span class="s1">…</span>我也無所謂。」勘右衛門突然被點名,一反平時的模樣,支支吾吾地回答。他感覺自己的臉比平時僵硬了些,甚至帶著少許熱度。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「那就行了。」兵助只是把目光拉回八左衛門攤在桌上的作業,紙上一片空白,普通地補了一句:「八左衛門你再不抓緊今天就寫不完了。」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「可惡!」八左衛門重新回想起被作業支配的恐懼與自己的弱小。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">勘右衛門聽著老師的講課聲,平淡的語調催得他不禁有些昏昏欲睡。這幾天他晚上一直都去了八左衛門房間借宿,怎麽知道對方房間裏的生物一到晚上反而活躍了。一雙雙發亮的眼睛在黑暗中蟄伏,各樣的昆蟲鳴叫聲在耳邊循環不斷,彷彿透過鼓膜擊打他的聲音,睡得非常不安穩。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">實在是忍不住打了一個哈欠,勘右衛門揉了揉發澀發酸的眼睛,目光不禁飄向了旁邊的兵助。陽光恰好落在他的側臉上,飛散在空氣中的細塵微微折光,他的臉龐似乎也會隨之發亮似的。認真的神色襯著他姣好的五官,儼然一副冷靜自持的優等生模樣。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「<span class="s1">……</span>尾浜勘右衛門!被擊傷時候該用什麼?!」老師的聲音突然洪亮起來,勘右衛門打了一激靈,方才的情緒一瞬消散,但腦內還是一片空白。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「<span class="s1">…</span>?」勘右衛門慌忙之際聽到了熟悉的低聲細語,旁邊兵助的雙唇微啟,構成了只有兩個人才聽得懂的暗語。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「……徐長卿或者吐金草!」勘右衛門故作自信地回答老師的問題,獲得老師的頷首之後,他瞥了一旁的兵助一眼,對方也充滿默契地回他一個笑容。自己刻意疏遠兵助一個禮拜,甚至都不回房間睡,天天晚上往八左衛門房間跑。但是,兵助還是一如既往地親切,彷彿什麼都沒有發生。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">雖說疏遠一陣是他的本意,但自己彷彿毫無存在意義這點也讓人不悅。勘右衛門突然覺得自己真是自尋煩惱,歸根到底,一切的根源都是八左衛門的幾句話。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">自從聽了那些話之後,勘右衛門就開始意識到自己確實喜歡對兵助進行各種肢體接觸。本來覺得稀疏平常的事,被這樣指出之後就開始變得不尋常,甚至每當湧起這種念頭時都感到怪異。好幾次都在伸手的瞬間又迅速收回,像是會違背自己的本意與底線一樣。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">既然兵助不在意的話,慢慢想也可以吧。勘右衛門暗自放下了少許重擔,畢竟那位室友對於自己反常的行為也沒什麼意見。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「……勘右衛門,你最近怎麼一直去八左衛門的房間?」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">晚上洗好澡之後,勘右衛門又收拾了自己的枕頭和被褥,打算去八左衛門房間了。同樣沐浴完畢,穿著一件單衣的兵助卻開口發話了,而且抬頭面對自己的眼神就彷彿早上上課那樣認真。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「沒什麼啊。」勘右衛門被兵助頂得有點心虛了,打算躡手躡腳地往門外挪。怎料兵助根本不接受這個答應,倏然站起來,皺著眉頭向他一步步逼近。勘右衛門下意識後退,結果被逼到了牆角,回過神來自己已經處於下風。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「是不是我又做了什麼讓你不高興?」兵助臉上的表情變得複雜起來,然而那堅定的眼神卻毫不鬆懈,不留情地盯著勘右衛門,說道:「之前你嫌我一直說豆腐,不高興也不說出來,明明直接說就好了,我想辦法就是了。」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">完蛋,他認真了。勘右衛門面對兵助的氣勢不禁縮了縮肩膀,打算敷衍幾句算了。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">兵助居然單手用力撐在自己緊貼的牆壁上,他背後的燭光搖曳,逆光之中遭不出他的表情卻能感受那股壓力,大約也是看了好幾天,最終禁不住要說出來了吧。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">在這樣的陣勢之下,一時間確實找不到什麼攻破的缺口。勘右衛門眯縫著眼,靜心觀察著。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">勘右衛門試著對上兵助的眼神,尖銳得可怕,怕是不達目的不放棄了。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「兵助你怎麼那麼較真,真拿你沒辦法。」他大大地嘆了一口氣,肩膀也垮下,繼續說道:「……就是上次聽完八左衛門說我們一直抱在一起,搞得有點在意而已。可是我又習慣了跟你勾肩搭背,這不才要躲著你嘛……你別一副嚴刑逼供的樣子。」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「什麼啊,原來是這樣?」兵助的表情鬆懈了許多,手掌也不再按著牆壁,鬆了鬆手腕:「那很好解決吧,你繼續抱著不就好了。」<span class="s1"><br />
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<br />凜子http://www.blogger.com/profile/12005037376822761893noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9159322731105320775.post-45186757692699770772019-06-21T23:26:00.000+08:002019-06-21T23:26:00.861+08:00【鉢雷】給你必勝法則
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「……三郎你不要白費功夫了,就算我餵你吃雷藏也不會吃醋的。」久久知兵助因為性格好,所以拒絕不了同學的請求,但是到了現場他又不禁覺得後悔了。主要是,不太想為了三郎這種蠢事浪費自己做的上好的豆腐。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「雷藏肯定會有反應的。」三郎信心滿滿地對兵助這麼說,心中充滿了莫名的決心。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">問題是不想把豆腐用在你這種理由上,而且還要我餵你吃,感覺是親手送了無辜的豆腐去死一樣。兵助看著那碟白晃晃的豆腐,心中萬分心疼,站在人來人往的食堂中獨自哀悼他鮮滑可口的豆腐。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「雷藏過來了!兵助趕快!」三郎看到雷藏從食堂門口走進來,馬上轉頭扯著兵助的袖子。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">兵助嘆了一口氣,還是拿起了碟子,用筷子以高超的技巧夾了一小塊豆腐餵到三郎嘴裡。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「兵助,今天是豆腐鑑賞會嗎?」目標人物搭了話,雖然語氣稀疏平常,但是三郎還是滿懷希望地轉頭。雷藏連表情和眼神都稀疏平常。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「……算是吧……」兵助無奈地點點頭,眼神不自覺地變成如當天的八左衛門般生無可戀。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">雖然我一點都不想給三郎鑑賞,但好吧。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「這是新作?」雷藏饒有興趣地看著他手中的豆腐,這下可就引起了兵助的興趣了。畢竟兵助最喜歡就是向大家安利豆腐了呢!</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「真不愧是雷藏,竟然看出來了!這是我昨天做好的絹豆腐,這次我調整了一下溫度,還當然還有豆漿的比例,你看成品還是相當細膩的吧。不但是是口感柔滑,大豆的香氣縈繞在舌尖上久久不散,而且這個光澤折射出亮麗動人的光線……要怎麼形容才對,漉珠磨雪濕霏霏(註一)?」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「兵助你剛才引用了明國的古詩?!」雷藏發動【博覽群書】技能,成功給予三郎【插不進話】狀態。玩家三郎處於下風,正打算要強勢加入時,玩家兵助突然夾起了豆腐,送向了雷藏的嘴裡<span class="s1">——</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「百聞不如一嚐吧!」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「久久知兵助你這個叛徒!?!」三郎擋在了兩人之間,一臉惶恐地看著兵助,沒想到這個慈眉善目的同學竟然會背叛自己!還以為是友軍,沒想到竟然是個間諜,偉大的計劃差點就被破壞了。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">看著三郎目光兇狠,一副警戒的樣子把雷藏擋在身後,兵助有點不好意思地笑了。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「抱歉,差點就忘了,等一會還要去火藥委員會開會,不能陪你們鑑賞了……」<span class="s1"><br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">雷藏一派平常地和兵助道別,一派平常地對著菜單猶豫不決,一派平常地隨便決定了之後開始吃,甚至一派平常地問三郎怎麼還不點餐。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">為什麼完全不奏效<span class="s1">——<br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">鉢屋三郎在苦惱,鉢屋三郎依然不肯放棄,以致他最近在雷藏身邊都唉聲嘆氣,對同級同學莫名態度惡劣<span class="s1">——</span>不對,這倒是平常的。午後明明陽光正好,萬里無雲的天氣配著初夏的微風,夏日的氣息醺得人不飲自醉。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「……到底要怎麼做呢,到底是哪裡做錯了?!」三郎還在小聲地念念叨叨,雷藏瞥了他一眼,雖然不知道他又在煩惱什麼,但還是覺得有些可愛,故而露出了點點笑容。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">三郎的碎碎念突然被一個聲音打斷。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「三郎<span class="s1">——</span>要開會啊,你怎麼還在這裡?」勘右衛門從後面小跑過來,一手搭住三郎的肩膀,阻止了他繼續向前。<span class="s1"><br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「你不記得了?」勘右衛門誇張地扶住額頭,眼神都透露出淡淡的嫌棄,說道:「今天會議那麼重要,那兩個一年生還花了時間準備了那麼多材料……」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">三郎實在是想不起自己那個喝茶委員會有什麼重要的會議,但看著勘右衛門著急的樣子又也許真有其事。雖然心不甘情不願,但也只好暫時向雷藏道別了。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「抱歉,雷藏,今天不能陪你到圖書委員會幫忙了。」<span class="s1"><br />
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</span>「抱歉!」勘右衛門直接搶走三郎的話頭,雙手合十,低頭道歉,殺得雷藏措手不及。雷藏一時不知如何反應,只得點點頭以作回應。<span class="s1"><br />
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</span>「因為雷藏不是我們學級委員的,所以不能透露……畢竟都是學園長派給我們的任務,透露給外人就不好了。」勘右衛門不等雷藏回答,徑直扯著三郎的衣服說道:「三郎,我們的後輩還在等<span class="s1">——</span>」<span class="s1"><br />
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</span>「知道了知道了……」三郎企圖拍開勘右衛門的手,發現他竟然強硬得可以,只得對著站在原地,身影越來越縮小的雷藏揮手道別:「晚上見<span class="s1">——</span>」<span class="s1"><br />
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</span>「嗯。」雷藏像是剛回過神般,點了點頭,露出了略為僵硬的笑容。<span class="s1"><br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「這是什麽緊急的秘密會議?」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「我剛剛跟雷藏開玩笑的,你們那麽認真?」勘右衛門嬉皮笑臉地回了一句,三郎尋思著不能在後輩面前揍人,要不回去時候再下手時,兩個一年級的後輩就捧著零食清單湊了過來。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「鉢屋前輩,尾浜前輩,我們準備好了清單!」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「可以來幫忙挑選茶點了!」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">面對可愛的一年級用清澈的眼神仰望著自己,三郎也沒辦法無動於衷了。在無法細究勘右衛門真正意圖的情況下,三郎陪了後輩們挑選零食,還拿了一點回去給雷藏。他一邊覺得莫名其妙,一邊拉開自己寢室的門。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「三郎你回來了。」雷藏坐在書案前,仔細地閱讀手中的書,眼神只是瞥了三郎一眼,很快又回到了書上。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「……剛開會還拿了茶點回來,晚點我們分著吃吧。」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「謝謝。」一反常態地沒有追問下去,也沒有關心今天開會的內容,雷藏只是繼續埋首在兵法書中。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">三郎見雷藏態度比平時冷漠些,不禁有些錯愕。也許只是在理解書中的內容才無暇顧及,三郎想罷就放下了心,打算也有樣學樣地打開教科書複習。剛翻到今天上課教到的進度,準備專心複習時,忽然感到背後一沉。熟悉的氣息從背後傳了過來,三郎一旦意識到發生了什麼,心臟在肋骨後不斷加速,背脊漸漸發燙。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「雷藏?」三郎感覺能想像到雷藏的模樣,悄然地把臉埋在他的背中,雷藏溫熱的呼吸和害羞的表情應該都藏在其中。他迫不及待地想轉身確認是否真如自己想像一般<span class="s1">——<br />
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</span>「……不要轉過來。」雷藏伸手環住三郎的腰,悄然收緊,悶悶地聲音從背後傳來。三郎停在了原地,在看不見雷藏表情的前提下不斷想像,感覺比平時還要更心跳加速。而且,這種與別不同的表達方式難道就是傳說中的吃醋嗎!?!</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「雷藏該不會是……」<span class="s1"><br />
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</span>「有點吃醋吧。」雷藏小聲地回答,三郎感覺他的臉埋得更深了,而且整個身體都依靠在自己背上。<span class="s1"><br />
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</span>「所以,不要轉過來。」<span class="s1"><br />
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</span>門外,進行代號名為「讓煩人的三郎得逞進而擺脫他大作戰」的三位忍蛋悄悄開了一條門縫,窺視著房內的情況以檢驗行動結果。代號是「豆腐」的人看了一眼情況,對「生物」和「團子」打了個眼色,三人悄然撤退。<span class="s1"><br />
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</span>直到遠離五年級的忍蛋長屋後,「豆腐」才開始打破沈默。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「這下三郎總算安分了。」<span class="s1"><br />
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</span>「折騰了半天,結果還不是靠勘右衛門。明明天天在一起,那笨蛋卻完全讀不懂……」生物回想起上次被三郎抓過去時的陰影不禁嘆了一口氣。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「解決了他就不會黏過來了,可喜可賀~」團子心情愉悅地說道。作為唯一沒有受害的人,他的笑聲此時有些幸災樂禍。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「既然結束了,你們要不要來參加我的豆腐鑑賞會<span class="s1">——</span>」豆腐突然跑到他們前面,雙眼閃閃發光,充滿期待。<span class="s1"><br />
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</span>「「再見。」」<span class="s1"><br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">Fin.//</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">註一:元代詩人張劭的《豆腐詩》</span></div>
<br />凜子http://www.blogger.com/profile/12005037376822761893noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9159322731105320775.post-16142686304749645672019-06-05T19:03:00.003+08:002019-06-05T19:03:41.159+08:00【忍亂化原創/藍柊】P.s. Look behind
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">木製的窗欞外一派春天的景色,晴空如明鏡般透亮深邃,郁郁蔥蔥的山野上櫻樹盛開。人們應當是在櫻花樹下享受漫天落英,悠閒地沉醉在美食美酒之中。然而,葉門柊子此刻只能趁著出去的一會時間,偷偷撇兩眼那春色美景。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">忽而,抬頭看見窗間的縫隙間飄入幾片櫻花花瓣,在繁忙的工作之間,她只允許片刻的晃神。父母呼喚她的聲音隨之從背後響起,依依不捨地轉身回應。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">店門前來來回回的客人中不乏年輕的女孩們,趁著櫻花盛開的季節來採購布料、來取訂做的新衣服。店內氣氛熱鬧極了,柊子忙碌地穿梭於客人之間,本來答應過來幫忙的青梅竹馬口木藍吉現在卻不見人影。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">真是受不了那個傢伙了。柊子不禁在內心又抱怨了幾句,皺起了眉頭。剛剛把手上好幾匹織好的布拿到店面來,砰地一聲放在桌子上,伸手擦掉額上冒出的細汗。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span class="s2">……</span>肯定是跟著人群去了看櫻花了吧。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">柊子感覺她完全摸透了自己竹馬的個性,簡直可以在腦內直接描繪出藍吉在櫻花樹下大玩特玩的樣子。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「柊子。」柊子的媽媽叫住了她,隨之遞來一張紙條,說道:「藍吉君交給你的。」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「那傢伙不來幫忙還給我留什麼言<span class="s2">……</span>嗯?」柊子看著上面的幾行字,有些困惑地歪了歪頭。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">入夜之後,柊子按照紙條上的信息來到河邊的一棵櫻花樹下。地上還有殘留了些人們宴會後的痕跡,曾經熱鬧歡騰過的時間,如今只剩地上的一片落寞,而自己也沒能來得及趕上任何慶祝。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">柊子甚至不想去看那些櫻花樹了,反正大部分的花瓣今天應該都落完了。特意去看那些光禿的枝椏也很無趣,只會徒增自己錯過的遺憾。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">背靠著櫻花樹粗壯的樹幹,她低垂著眼瞼,鬢髮在夜風中吹得搖曳,等待著她的青梅竹馬到來。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">本該全部落下的櫻花花瓣在眼前徐徐落下,柊子一臉懷疑地看著那飄在空氣中的花瓣。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">猛地轉頭,那位失蹤了整個下午的青梅竹馬正拿著一個小麻袋,站在低處結實的樹椏上。口木藍吉從麻袋中掏出了一把櫻花的花瓣,悠然地灑到了柊子的身上。隨風散開的花瓣落在她的髮絲、肩膀,掠過她因驚訝而瞪圓的雙眸,微微開啟的雙唇欲言又止,最終又再次抿上,只剩下一抹紅暈躍然浮現在顴骨。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「<span class="s2">……</span>你又去做這種無聊事了。」柊子別開臉以掩飾她發燙的臉頰,她想讓聲音像平時那樣,但卻又蓋不住那害羞的顫抖。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「總之你先上來吧!」袋子中的花瓣撒盡了,藍吉一手扶著樹幹,一手伸向柊子。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「我才上不來。」柊子嘴上是這麼說,手卻已經伸了過去。藍吉穩穩地抓住柊子的手,她借力一把蹬上了枝椏,腰肢被穩當地環在對方的臂環中。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「<span class="s2">……</span>我是怕你掉下去。」這麼說著的同時,臂彎又收得更緊了。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「我知道。」柊子笑著輕輕靠在了竹馬的懷中,腳下雖然不再是熱鬧的宴會景色,枝椏上的櫻花花瓣也所剩無幾,只剩下有些寂寥的光禿樹梢。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">不過,抬眼見對方眼中閃爍的情意流轉,柊子感覺這春季也算是完滿了。</span></div>
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<br />凜子http://www.blogger.com/profile/12005037376822761893noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9159322731105320775.post-85516142619985738962019-06-02T00:46:00.003+08:002019-06-21T23:24:52.534+08:00【※忍亂化原創/與祭】連鎖反應<style type="text/css">
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span class="s1">×</span>祭太可愛了嗚嗚嗚嗚,我要給他找好多修辭</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">無法分辨到底是什麼觸發了這串連鎖反應,從一點擴散開來,牽動著自己的神經與思緒。一瞬交融的體溫在軀體中融化,滲透進血管中,順著滾燙的血液流淌。本該習慣了身邊只有動物的陪伴,在這一人的房內傾聽牠們蟄伏在夜色中的呼吸聲。曾經只要聽著那些聲響自己就會平靜下來,今夜卻特別輾轉難眠,仿佛缺少了什麼。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">只是那人的音容笑貌反復浮現腦海,一幀幀重放時,他輕撫的動作、獨有的氣息便越發具體真實,仿佛能真切地感受他指尖劃過時留下的觸感,微微發燙。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">今夜星稀月明,月色的光芒半透入紙門內,在榻榻米上滾上一層朦朧銀光。雙眼適應黑暗後反而更感受到寂寥,平時待在房間一隅的動物們現在似乎都不在了,而在腦中被無盡無休重提的那個人今晚也在會計委員會通宵達旦吧。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">祭側身踡縮起身體,包裹在溫暖的被褥中反而更容易沉迷在對那個人的思慕當中。性器早已腫脹得難受,撐起的布料勾勒出了形狀。一如那個人平常的動作般順著腰線與肌理往下,從布料兩側滑入其中。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「<span class="s1">……</span>嗯唔、嗯。」當粗糙的掌心握住性器的瞬間,甜膩曖昧的喘息便不由自主從嘴中溜出。指尖收攏些,直到感到壓迫為止,緊緊地包裹著、套弄著。下腹傳來的快感仿佛熾熱的電流,猛烈地竄過背脊,刺激著神經系統。祭儘管是想壓低聲音卻未果,因而伸手捂住嘴巴,但仍是能從指縫間漏出幾聲。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">皮下的溫度不斷攀升,一層細密的薄汗滲出,最終凝成一滴滑過發熱的肌膚。微涼的空氣進入肺部,經過沉淪在情慾之間的身體後化作熱氣吐出。不斷模仿著依照記憶中那人的做法,以指腹描繪出凸起的血管紋路。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">他的雙眼即使在昏暗中依然能感覺到其中承載的情意,宛若要將自己灌滿般傾瀉而出。四肢互相交纏時,肉體緊緊相連時也總是帶著疼惜去呼喚著自己的名字,略低沉的嗓音宛如就在耳邊響起,撩撥著思念的情緒。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「嗯、與<span class="s1">…</span>與作<span class="s1">……</span>嗯唔<span class="s1">—…</span>」壓不下湧現的感情與呻吟,混夾著少許喘息與哭腔,話音話尾也跟著顫抖起來。祭指尖滑過鈴口與冠狀溝,略微施力打圈按壓著前端,無間斷地將一切當作是那人的動作。房間中分明只有自己壓抑的聲音與呼吸,恍惚間卻感覺能感受他的氣息與愛語。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「啊嗯<span class="s1">——</span>」瑟縮起來的肩膀止不住顫動,身體即將要跨越最後的界線,被汗水濡濕的掌心讓性器滑膩了些,手中的動作更為加快。捂住口鼻的掌中竟是自己沉浸情慾的氣息,滾燙極了。白濁的液體不可抑制地從頂端射出,落得滿掌都是。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">大口吸入氧氣以緩和激烈的心跳,雜亂的思緒開始清晰起來,突然對手中那黏膩的觸感感到羞愧,甚至不想面對。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">祭最後還是決定面對現實,從被窩中出來進行處理。門外的月亮依舊明亮,深夜的校園中安靜無人,祭還是在提防不要撞到任何人。當用冷水清洗著雙手時,一股現實的感覺襲來。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">到底為什麼會做這種事情呢?祭冷靜了片刻,看向了會計委員會的方向,燭火的光透出了紙門,裡面隱約能看到幾個在案前工作的身影。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">也許答案早就了然於胸,只是羞於表達。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">明明四處無人,祭卻像是要做給誰看一般刻意轉頭,又溜回了房間。</span></div>
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<br />凜子http://www.blogger.com/profile/12005037376822761893noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9159322731105320775.post-58202078688702219172019-05-31T19:28:00.001+08:002019-06-21T23:25:33.661+08:00【忍亂化原創/與祭】Your Melody<style type="text/css">
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span class="s2">×</span>我自己覺得很甜</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">那人的腳步聲隱藏在黑暗中,無聲無息地移動,忽遠忽近讓朝霧與作提心吊膽。聽從母親的指示瑟縮在狹小的衣櫃中,屏息等待著門外的一切平息。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">空氣中瀰漫著令人窒息的味道,他無法隱藏指尖與肩膀的顫抖,仿佛在諷刺他內心深處的懦弱與不安。在母親那聲尖叫在木門之外,仿佛在那瞬渾身的血液與溫度都抽離了,只剩下僵硬的關節固定他踡縮的身體。與作無法預測那人下一步的行動,嘈雜的心跳使他聽不清動向。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">只要留在這裡就可以了。只要乖乖聽話就不會被發現。腦內翻轉昏眩,耳內忽而只剩下詭異的尖音,忽而指頭的觸感從脖頸滑到臉頰,頓時觸發恐懼的顫慄<span class="s2">——</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「<span class="s2">——</span>啊。」游佐祭發出了輕輕的驚呼,驚訝的表情很快就化作了擔心與憂慮,凝固成眉間的皺褶。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「<span class="s2">……</span>對不起!」與作這才回過神來,發現自己正用力握著祭的手,骨感的指頭上被捏得略微泛白。本來躺在祭腿上休息的與作馬上坐起來,打算再次好好道歉時,祭的表情讓他頓了頓。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「你做噩夢了嗎?」祭打破了沉默,如此開口問道。午後的陽光和煦宜人,溫柔地照落在緣側,而躺在自己腿上休息的與作表情卻越發難看,甚至額上冒出一層細汗。本想輕撫他的臉頰,結果手卻一瞬被抓住。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「一點點吧<span class="s2">……</span>總之,對不起。」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">祭本來就不在意,反倒是關心與作的噩夢,只是他似乎沒有要坦言的意思。然而,詢問的話語在離開唇舌之前便停下,轉而變成了大腿上的幾下輕拍。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「躺下吧。」祭的表情一如平時那般冷靜,拍大腿的動作卻頻繁了些,仿佛在催促他。與作見狀只好又躺下來,試著合上雙眼,方才夢中的場景像是在諷刺他一樣又浮現眼前,讓他心中蟄伏的恐懼再次躁動。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">正打算轉身調整位置時,忽而眼前一黑。但是,與作很快就反應過來了,想必是祭的手輕輕地覆蓋著他的眼瞼,為他擋去刺眼的陽光。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">耳中傳來了溫柔熟悉的歌謠,旋律輕柔又綿長的,祭的哼唱聲伴隨著午後尚未散去的暖意包裹著與作。偶有幾聲小鳥啁啾響起,與作緊繃的身體逐漸放鬆了些。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">祭看著他的呼吸越發平穩,似乎已經沉沉地睡去了。祭逐漸停下了哼唱,凝視著與作的睡顏,想著他這次會做怎麼樣的夢。</span></div>
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<br />凜子http://www.blogger.com/profile/12005037376822761893noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9159322731105320775.post-27487627700541132142019-05-27T22:26:00.000+08:002019-05-27T22:26:15.016+08:00【鉢雷】想開花的蔓藤
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span class="s1">×</span>哇竟然是甜文</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span class="s1">×</span>和我的神仙白白聊作業時生出來的小腦洞</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">眼前白得刺眼,四處空無一人,冷落偏僻。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">猛然覺得腳邊被什麼纏繞,低頭一看,小腿早已被蔓藤纏住。蔓藤根部深陷地底,雙腳根本無法動彈。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">伸手扯開,拔腿掙扎,一切都徒勞用功。明明不覺得疼痛,但心底裏卻油然而生一種恐懼,不得不擺脫眼前的束縛。激烈的心跳敲打胸骨,不停催促著手中的動作,蔓藤被撕扯開了。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">滿手的鮮血伴隨無聲的驚呼,地面從蔓藤斷裂的地方開始湧出暗紅的血液,彷彿要淹沒這廣袤無垠的地面<span class="s1">——</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">不破雷藏猛然從夢中醒來,熟悉的天花板染上晨曦的金光。他急促地吸取微涼的空氣以緩和心跳,回過神來發現自己冷汗涔涔。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">雷藏緩緩偏頭看見三郎早已起身,背對著自己在做變裝的準備。儘管已經看慣了他那近乎魔術般的變裝技巧,但是看到三郎變裝的自己毫無破綻還是心感佩服。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「早安,雷藏,你還不起來?」三郎頂著自己的臉露出了笑容,調笑似的說道:「木下老師的晨練你也敢遲到。」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「啊<span class="s1">——……</span>」雷藏聽到老師的名字就不猶豫了,倏然翻開被子,急急忙忙把放在枕頭旁的制服穿起來。蓬鬆的頭髮在腦袋上炸起,上衣還沒穿好,一隻腳已經伸進了袴裡,手忙腳亂。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「今天是星期六。」三郎見惡作劇得逞,單邊嘴角翹起,露出了慣有的壞笑。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「<span class="s1">——</span>誒、搞什麼,三郎你早點說啊。」雷藏丟下手中的袴,坐回自己尚未收拾的被褥中。三郎看著他那副著急的模樣,一邊完善手中的面具,一邊笑著。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">淡金的晨光斜斜照入,被窗欞分割得工整,精準地落在三郎的身上。恰好窗外雀鳥飛過,鳥影滑過他的臉頰。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span class="s1">……</span>確實是一派平常的景色。雷藏的上衣還是沒有穿好,但不禁就陷入了沉思。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">依舊是那白得刺眼的大地,今夜再一次被禁錮在這靜謐的夢中。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">那墨綠色的蔓藤已經纏繞著大腿,甚至要蔓延到下腹。全身的血液仿佛被煮沸了般,肋骨後的心臟瘋狂撞擊,連呼吸節奏都紊亂不堪。扯開蔓藤的雙手與掙扎的雙腿因恐懼而哆嗦,就在這雙目視野都尚不明晰時,手也不敢停下。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">不知為何會如此恐懼,不知為何必須掙脫不可,但是那些蔓藤如網般蔓延在身體上,除了掙脫外別無他想。內心的恐懼就是如此驅使著這具身體。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">定睛一看,手中的竟多了一把苦無,無端散發著金屬的冷光。眼前仿佛電光一閃,擊中了混亂的神經與思緒,進而在麻痺虛幻中恍然大悟。於是,高舉手中之物,猛力揮向被禁錮的血肉之軀。斷裂的蔓藤枝葉散離,混著從血肉間綻開的紅液,在空氣中飛濺四落。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">又是那滿手的鮮血與無聲的驚呼。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">不破雷藏蹲在書架前,將借出的書本一本本歸回原處,現在覺得眼球乾澀發疼。這幾天頻頻夢見令人精神緊張的夢,疲倦使他的太陽穴一跳一跳地發疼。他下意識伸手按了按,一陣酸痛刺激得他精神為之一振。圖書室中安靜無聲,身後沉穩的腳步顯得非常突兀。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「雷藏。」如同耳語般低聲,那樣的聲音只會是那個人。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">轉頭一看,圖書委員會的委員長中在家長次果然就站在他身後。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「謝謝,中在家前輩<span class="s1">……</span>」雷藏來不及站起來,長次就伸手取走基本他放在懷中的書。睡眠不足帶來的暈眩讓他姑且發現了站起來的想法,</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">想來今天也一直受同學照顧,大家彷彿知道自己的情況般及時伸出援手。在進圖書室前,雷藏還在走廊上遇見勘右衛門,對方欣然幫自己分擔了一半手中的書。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">平時三郎在的時候也會這樣呢。聽勘右衛門說他被木下老師叫去幫忙了。雷藏不由自主地想起了自己的那位室友,雖然喜歡惡作劇,但對自己卻總是如此上心。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">長次一言不發地將那些書歸位,蹲在地上的雷藏抬頭看著他的側臉,後者則察覺到了目光,瞥了一眼,不苟言笑的臉上隱約帶著些許笑意,似乎是放心了一般。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span class="s1">……</span>中在家前輩竟然也會露出這種表情。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">雷藏剎那間察覺怪異之處,但猶豫著是否要開口詢問,思量許久,尚未能得出答案。長次不等他思考完,轉身就離開了。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">昨天委員會活動結束之後,雷藏終於等到了同房的三郎回來。對方一邊抱怨著老師,一邊鬆動著筋骨,臉上的疲憊確實像是被使喚了一整天似的。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">雖然三郎否認了昨天有來過圖書室,但果然<span class="s1">……</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「<span class="s1">……</span>」雷藏陷入了沉思,一如既往地陷入要說還是不要說的兩難之中。在圖書室中複習的雷藏雙手盤在胸前,皺著眉頭沉思,偶爾瞥了一眼坐在旁邊認真複習的久久知兵助。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">具體是什麼卻又不得而知。雷藏又在猶豫要不要戳穿,若說證據確鑿又並非如此;若說毫不確定,直覺又給出了相反的答案。於是,雷藏就這麼放棄了自己的學業,思考著這種漫無邊際的小事,甚至沒有發現旁邊的兵助也在暗中觀察他的反應。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">門外傳來一連串腳步聲,圖書室的門被倏然拉開,門後那位正是久久知兵助。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">門外的兵助與門內的兵助面面相覷,這樣三郎的變裝便不攻自破了。平常的他肯定會堅稱自己才是真的久久知兵助,今天怎料他竟然一聲不吭地逃走了。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「等、三郎?!」雷藏下意識站了起來,推得矮桌發出了在地面拖曳的吱嘎聲。三郎卻毫不回頭地躍出了窗外,消失在所有人的視線範圍內。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">雷藏證實了自己的猜想,三郎像平時那樣陪在自己身邊,但卻不斷用著別人的身份,假裝那不是自己。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">雷藏不記得自己是第一次來到這塊長了蔓藤的白色大地,他在這個夢中徘徊了數次。過去這個地方都帶給自己無盡的恐懼與焦慮,但這次他意外地平靜,而且也沒有被蔓藤纏繞。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">他環顧四周,不遠處有什麼突兀地立於大地上,定睛一看,他心頭一驚,奮力地奔跑過去。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「三郎?」雷藏看著被蔓藤纏繞的三郎,仿佛是被處刑了一般被束縛著,他的頭顱低垂,臉色蒼白得可怕,他聽見了雷藏的聲音卻沒有回應,像是舌頭僵住了,聲音也窒息了。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「<span class="s1">……</span>這是葫蔓藤嗎?」雷藏一眼便看出了那是具有強力毒性的藤本植物,只要服食便會使循環系統與呼吸系統癱瘓,腸道也發黑黏連。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">他顫抖的手中依然握著淌血的苦無,地面上仍有被割斷的藤枝與鮮血。血肉模糊的下肢在雷藏眼中觸目驚心,但他記得這個場景。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「<span class="s1">……</span>既然是不可以的存在,一旦說出來就會毀掉,所以我要在那之前統統割掉。可是不管怎麼做,它都會長出來,地上的根也拔不掉<span class="s1">……</span>」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">三郎的聲音如此含糊,一字一句幾乎像是從牙縫間擠壓出來般,每句話都耗費巨大的精力,他卻仍在訴說著。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">手中的苦無落到了雷藏的腳邊,發出了一聲鈍響。三郎騰出的手摘下了藤枝上的黃花,眼瞼低垂。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">黃花將要含入雙唇間,尚差一秒就要落得肝腸寸斷的結局,雷藏猛然握住他的手腕。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">三郎終於抬頭對上了雷藏的目光,佈滿紅筋的雙眼中折射著瀲灧水光。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「我也喜歡你,所以一直喜歡也沒關係。」雷藏轉而握住他的掌心,手指伸入指縫間,十指緊扣。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">掌中的黃花落下,落在了淌血的苦無旁,悄然無聲。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">不破雷藏從夢中醒來,熟悉的天花板依舊是染得是無邊夜色,銀白的月光從窗戶透入房間,被窗欞割得工整。雷藏轉頭看了看三郎的情況,本以為對方仍在沉睡,沒想到他似乎也醒了。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「<span class="s1">……</span>我剛才夢見雷藏了。」昏暗中看不清三郎的表情,只有他的聲音如此清晰。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「好巧,我也夢見三郎了。」雷藏發出了輕笑,躺在旁邊的三郎似乎在彆扭什麼而不再說話。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">三郎顯然被雷藏那句話動搖了,難得他會左思右想,尋找一句適合的話。最後,他選擇轉身背對雷藏,把整個人包在棉被中。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「我才聽不懂<span class="s1">……</span>」三郎羞赧的聲音從被子裡面悶悶地傳出來,不時又偷偷轉頭看一眼。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「我的回答不會變的。」雷藏找了一個舒服的姿勢和位置,準備再次入眠,在那之前他又低聲說道:「晚安,明天見。」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「明天見。」三郎悶悶的聲音又傳來出來,雷藏露出了點點無奈的苦笑。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">雖然毫無根據,但是總覺得這次會夢到一個好夢。蒼白的大地被綠植覆蓋,柔軟的草坪透出了清新的香氣,和煦的風吹拂著彼此的臉頰,不經意間,花瓣落在相牽的手上。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">×懂的人就會懂</span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-small;">×忘記發一次在這裡(</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「……三郎,這樣真的好嗎?」</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">不破雷藏是一個優柔寡斷的人,同時也是一個好奇心旺盛的人。只要不是他抗拒的事,稍加推動多半會苦笑著答應,鉢屋三郎總是看準了這一點而從旁煽動。</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「嗯,我想被雷藏這麽做。」三郎露出了曖昧的笑容,長屋中暗淡的火光溫柔地在他裸露的脖頸上落下一層搖曳的光影。雷藏俯身凝視躺在被褥上的三郎,猶豫了片刻,最終緩緩地伸出了手。</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">雷藏骨節分明的手小心翼翼地放在三郎的脖頸上,掌心抵著凸起的喉骨,指腹底下是他流淌的血液與真切鼓動的心跳。雷藏依照三郎的期待,略略探身過去,在此刻唇齒相交。</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">一點點地收攏指頭,三郎感覺到呼吸被一點點收緊,他所等待的窒息感逐漸湧上腦海。微啟的雙唇間被彼此的唇舌填滿,互相交疊掠奪著僅剩的氧氣。三郎悄然合眼,眼內唯有雷藏的呼吸與味道如此清晰地浮現,思緒陷入了濃稠的漆黑中。雷藏收緊的力道逐漸加重,直到三郎的舌頭開始遲鈍,連呼吸都變得緩慢。</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">缺氧的警報在體內鈴聲大作,肉體如此急切地渴望著呼吸,連神經都顫動著他的手掌指尖。精神卻浮游在如夢似幻的境界中,雙眼沉溺在虛幻的光中,甚至忘卻了脖頸上的疼痛與口舌間的觸感。</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">……</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">呼吸、呼吸、吐氣——</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「——郎、三郎。」模糊中忽而看見雷藏焦急的模樣,雙手早已放開脖頸,轉而抓住他的肩膀。三郎忽而意識到自己又回到現實中,依舊是那搖蕩的燭火照亮著房間。</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「嗯?」</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「……剛剛你聽不見我講話了。」雷藏的眼下略微泛紅,濕潤的雙眼中映照著火光。</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「……不是說了要叫我打住嗎?」雷藏攥緊肩膀的手越發用力,像是擔心又像是生氣。三郎發現自己的口舌乾澀得可怕,難以構成一個音節。</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">他伸手輕輕撫上雷藏的眼下。</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「要是三郎死了怎麼辦?」雷藏攥緊自己的手中帶著顫抖,連帶聲音也像是要哽咽般。</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">雷藏的體溫縈繞在發麻的指頭上,令人愛憐不已。</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「……嗯。」</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">他的淚水濡濕了指尖,連帶顫慄一併傳來,像是溫柔的刀刃般劃破身體。</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">Fin.//</span>凜子http://www.blogger.com/profile/12005037376822761893noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9159322731105320775.post-77085366568664281412019-05-13T21:04:00.001+08:002019-05-13T21:07:22.297+08:00【※勘竹】Lucifer<style type="text/css">
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<span class="s2">×</span><span style="font-family: ".pingfang hk"; font-size: x-small;">不要問,請上車</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span class="s2">×</span>白白醬是鉢雷神還是勘竹神,全是她的梗</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span class="s2">×</span>這是我摸過最長的短打</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span class="s2">×</span>已經不能較短打了(</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">被汗水濡濕的身體在互相交纏的動作之下變得黏膩,那些滑膩的水聲到底從何而來,答案不必明言。勘右衛門將性器狠狠捅入八左衛門的后穴中,每次撞擊都用力頂開緊閉的肉壁,多剜深了幾吋。肉體的撞擊、口中的喘息以及交合處的水聲,大概根本沒想過自己會發出那種聲音,甚至還迴蕩在房間中吧。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">勘右衛門好像摸透了自己的身體,灼熱的性器刻意頂撞著某處,雖然八左衛門不清楚到底具體是何處,只覺得每每被撞著就覺得渾身酥麻。對方這樣的做法明顯對自己極有效,渾身像是被電流竄過般令人背脊顫抖,滾燙得幾乎要融化神經。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">八左衛門開始感覺意識不清,實際上他大概從一開始就沒有清醒過。恍惚之間似乎記得自己喝過尾浜勘右衛門遞過來的茶,之後記憶就開始模糊了。晃眼間似乎看見了勘右衛門露上揚的嘴角,構成了一個完美的弧度。八左衛門的性器上早已沾滿了濁液,變得滑膩無比,指腹粗糙的觸感在性器上摩擦。勘右衛門高興地看著頂端又再次滲出濁液,反正這又不妨礙他動作。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">八左衛門平躺在榻榻米上,背脊被磨得生痛。自己有更多事情必須弄清楚,但現在都不再重要了。疑問在口中無法成形,簡化成了單音節,甚至是最原始的陣陣喘息。應該反抗還是就這樣任由對方擺佈,在得出答案前,他只見在模糊的視野中勘右衛門露出了滿意的樣子。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「八左衛門意外地很喜歡這些。」瞇縫著雙眼,身體被對方完全壓制。從體格上八左衛門完全佔有優勢,現在卻喪失了一切有利,癱軟的四肢掙脫不開勘右衛門雙手的壓制。被壓住的皮膚甚至泛白了,八左衛門奇跡一般感覺不到痛感。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">八左衛門的眼中似乎依舊帶著渴求,明明剛才已經斷斷續續去過了。勘右衛門鬆開了壓制他的手,性器隨之也要抽出。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「嗯、唔<span class="s2">…</span>」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「怎麼了?」勘右衛門故意停下了抽離的動作,歪頭困惑地看著對方。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「<span class="s2">……</span>等、等等<span class="s2">…</span>不要出來<span class="s2">……</span>」膝蓋不自覺地收攏,環著勘右衛門的腰。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「八左衛門還想要麼?」故作驚訝,故作不解,但那雙眼睛顯示出勘右衛門明明清楚得很,但自己和八左衛門對此應該是心知肚明的吧。後者咽了一口唾液,乾澀的嘴唇欲言又止,勘右衛門則是充滿耐性地等待他的答案。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「<span class="s2">……</span>想、吧<span class="s2">…</span>」目光游離,想要藉此讓自己置身事外。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「<span class="s2">……</span>你應該是個挺果斷的人吧。」勘右衛門略帶笑意,居高臨下地凝視他。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">閃躲著那個人的目光,但是最終還是不得不正視,結果一轉頭就四目相對。比起羞愧,八左衛門還在等待高潮來臨時,身體深處無法抑制的顫抖以及在意識中乍現的空白。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「<span class="s2">…</span>還想<span class="s2">……</span>」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">從未想過自己會發出這樣的聲音,會提出這樣的要求。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「八左衛門你真貪心。」勘右衛門滿足地享受完對方的反應與乞求,對於他被慾望折服後低微的樣子,自己可是打從心底裡喜歡的。勘右衛門俯身挺進的同時,輕吻了對方的臉頰一下。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">這樣一來不就大家都能稱心如意了。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span class="s2">×</span>寫多了高尚的雷藏,是時候來一點狡猾的了</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">想來一切都是從那錯誤的接觸開始。然而,一旦開始了,彼此都變得不可抑制了。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">破曉的天空展露出魚肚白,大地依舊朦朧,視野範圍彷彿蒙上了一層薄紗。兩人的腳步聲靜得劃不開萬籟俱寂的時刻,雷藏瞥了一眼身旁的三郎,方才一起經歷生死關頭,現在卻又平靜地走在回學校的路上,剛才的危難好像都是虛假的,不曾存在的。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">這條回校的路如此綿長,在這裡發生的一切都彷彿都連帶著變得虛假。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">所以,並肩前行時不知不覺交纏起來的手指,滾燙緊張的掌心也變得不再突兀。三郎收攏了指頭,被骨節分明的手指包裹著手,雷藏並不能說是舒服,但卻很喜歡。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">三郎倏然放開手,雷藏的手順著引力又再度垂下。手背覆蓋的溫度一下散開,涼得有點不適應。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「我們回來啦<span class="s2">——</span>」三郎跑到校門前,敲敲木門。很快裡面傳來小松田秀作的充滿朝氣的聲音以及開門聲,三郎進去前向雷藏招手示意自己趕緊跟上,若無其事的態度讓自己一瞬以為方才只是幻覺。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「你又要搶我的書看,我一開始就可以幫你借好啊。」原本低頭專心閱讀的雷藏抬頭,一臉無奈地看著身旁的同房,後者還是嬉皮笑臉地靠過來。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「等、這是圖書室借的<span class="s2">——</span>!」這邊也不遑多讓,眼明手快地合上書,抽離對方的觸及範圍。大概是方才看書看得有些頭暈,只顧想著怎麼不被搶走手中的書而忘了防對方。三郎的身體順著地心引力壓下,雷藏一時防不住而跟著一起倒下,背脊重重摔在榻榻米上了。最開始意識到的是三郎在自己上方近在咫尺的溫熱氣息以及只差半分就能觸及的雙唇。背部的痛感遲了一步才被傳到腦中,然而在壓抑靠近衝動的痛苦前不值一提。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「<span class="s2">……</span>雷藏。」他在自己唇邊低聲細語,話語彷彿有觸感,會輕柔地撩撥人一般,連自己的名字在此刻聽起來都像是一個暗示。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">無論怎麽看現在都必須是伸手停止的時刻,但雷藏卻怎麽也無法動彈。他像是被禁錮般,既沒有轉頭拒絕也沒有迎上去。親吻就這樣落在唇上,一如自己想象與渴望那般溫柔。隨著舌頭深入唇間,三郎稍微粗暴了些,口中的氧氣被盡然掠奪,靈活的舌尖連牙齒、上顎都不放過,仔細地舔舐著。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">在缺氧得有些暈眩的情況下,雷藏除了彼此唇舌之間滑膩的觸感,交纏的熱度外,無法再思考什麼。從他發現自己對三郎異樣的感情那天開始,他就下定決心要壓抑感情以保護兩人。身處這樣混亂的世間,不管是自己還是三郎都無法奢侈得為這種近乎荒繆的感情去背負沉重的未來。就算雷藏早已察覺三郎眼中富含與自己相同的感情,他依然決定堅持。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">他還在給自己留下最後的反抗餘地嗎?雷藏突然這麼想到,他環抱著三郎的肩膀,有些猶豫了。明明沒什麼好猶豫的,必須停止、必須彌補自己錯誤的抉擇,但最後卻是什麼都沒做。三郎發熱的掌心伸入其中,小心翼翼地套弄起了性器。指腹磨蹭著頂端,雷藏感覺自己的四肢一陣顫抖,他在對方的懷中扭動著身子,試圖擺脫這種奇異的感覺,卻引得三郎更加用力壓制自己。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「嗯、唔嗯<span class="s2">……</span>」雷藏略微睜開眼,瞥了三郎的臉龐,劉海卻掩去了表情。他不由自主伸手輕撫對方的顎線,指腹似乎能碰到他面具的邊緣。三郎猛地抬眼盯著自己,卻也默許了這樣越界的行為。因為是不破雷藏,所以總會得到鉢屋三郎的默許。分不清楚自己到底是猶豫不清過分,還是乘人之危,窺視他保護的秘密過分。隨著三郎套弄的速度加快,自己厚重的喘息聲與三郎的呼吸聲混合起來,背脊在榻榻米上磨得生痛發紅,但誰都無暇顧及這些細節。三郎略微分開雷藏屈起的雙腿,隱私處毫無遮掩地展露出來讓他感到羞恥。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">疼痛、撕裂、滾燙,硬挺的異物撐開了雷藏的身體,邊緣一瞬滲出了一圈紅血,混雜在體液中。額上、背脊冒出一層細密的汗水,痛楚幾乎讓他想踡縮身體,弓起背脊,但又不敢隨意動彈,免得疼痛燒得更猛烈。雙腿下意識併攏,恰好變成纏住了對方的腰身,對方因而又再深入些,肉刃被熾熱的內壁包裹著、擠壓著,在推進之下深埋體中。雷藏倒吸一口涼氣,收緊的指頭讓指甲嵌入三郎的肩膀中,留下一排發白、發疼的印記。交合處的疼痛壓得他喘不過氣,也顧不得顏面,只得讓生理性的淚水溢滿眼眶,一眨眼便劃過潮紅的臉頰。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">幾次抽插之下,雷藏原本已經適應了些,但性器又在體內脹大了一圈,撐開了狹小擁擠的空間。每每深入一些,就像是要剜開肉壁般疼痛,然而被填滿的滿足感與快感卻又不斷膨脹。急促的喘息與抽動之間,雷藏環抱著三郎的肩膀,臉埋在他的頸窩間,對方被汗水濡濕的髮絲透露出情慾的味道。交合處變得黏滑些,模糊黏膩的水聲混雜著肉體撞擊聲響起,刺激著房間靜謐的空氣。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「<span class="s2">——</span>以上就是發生的全部。」雷藏強裝冷靜地將上述經過與感受,略去不必要的細節,言簡意賅地告訴了眼前兩位同學<span class="s2">——</span>竹谷八左衛門及久久知兵助,那兩位在雷藏說完之後還沒能回過神來。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">至於為什麼將埋藏在心中的想法說出來,便是因為優柔寡斷的不破雷藏另一個特點就是逼急了就會快刀斬亂。如今這個燙手山芋就這樣丟給了眼前兩位面露難色的同學,一位同學已經反應過來,正在組織語言;另一位同學依然處於世界崩塌的狀態,還沒能回過神。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「<span class="s2">……</span>如果雷藏你能早點說出來的話,我也許能有更好的辦法。」優秀認真、溫柔體貼如久久知兵助還是忍不住小聲地埋怨了一句。但他看見眼前的同學正坐在自己面前,一臉羞愧與苦惱,實在也不好意思再多說什麼。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「<span class="s2">……</span>等等、誒、等等<span class="s2">…</span>。沒事。」八左衛門一度以為自己回過神,結果沒有。兵助瞥了他一眼,心想大概等不到他回過神了,所以決定先開口把自己的想法說出來。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「事已至此,我想除了好好說清楚也沒有別的辦法。」兵助一邊聽,一邊思考過解決辦法,無奈也只能提出這般建議。那兩位如影相隨的級友無疑是互有情愫,本以為他們會順理成章在一起,結果事情卻並非想象如此。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「<span class="s2">……</span>說的也是,抱歉,讓你們聽了這種事。」雷藏意外地爽快,隨之向兩位(一位?)表示感謝。兵助聞言,偷偷鬆了一口氣,沒想到雷藏很快就接受了建議。雷藏也許心裡也知道答案,但總想要得到誰的支持吧。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「我明白了!我覺得雷藏你要說清楚啊,三郎明顯喜歡你啊!」八左衛門恍然大悟,給出準確的建議。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「<span class="s2">……</span>八左衛門,時機已經過了。」兵助小聲提醒。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「啊。」八左衛門再次恍然大悟。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">為時過晚。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">尾浜勘右衛門已經拿好了今天的晚飯,一邊嚐著飯堂大嬸美味的飯菜,一邊等著同房的兵助和隔壁班的八左衛門過來吃飯。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「勘右衛門!」不遠處傳來了上述兩位的聲音,勘右衛門咬著筷子抬頭一看,果然端著餐盤在四處張望。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「嗯?這裡!」勘右衛門於是舉手示意兩人過來,結果他們坐下來後,偷偷摸摸地瞥了瞥勘右衛門身後。雷藏和三郎今天也分別和自己委員會的後輩吃飯,莊左衛門一臉淡定地在不斷變臉的三郎面前吃飯;而雷藏則是坐在長次旁邊,一言不發地吃著今天的烤魚。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「<span class="s2">……</span>他們又不一起吃飯了嗎?」兵助看來有些憂慮,畢竟那兩位自從上個禮拜開始就不再一起吃飯,最近也不怎麼看到兩人一起行動。兵助也沒想到事情會那麼不順利,連帶旁邊的八左衛門也開始憂心忡忡。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「算是一個過程吧。」勘右衛門毫不在意地喝著味噌湯,補了一句:「三郎要下定決心不再糾纏雷藏的話,肯定得躲吧。」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">兵助瞪大了眼睛,差點拿不穩手中的筷子。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「<span class="s2">……</span>等等、這該不會是勘右衛門你的建議吧<span class="s2">……</span>你是不是知道了發生了什麼?」兵助突然覺得腦殼疼,萬一事情正如他所想<span class="s2">……</span>不能妄下結論,他決定先聽聽眼前人的說法。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「嗯<span class="s2">……</span>」勘右衛門突然覺得大事不好。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">上個星期,來到委員會的部室時,兩個一年級的後輩還沒有到,只有三郎一個人悶悶不樂地坐在茶几前。意志消沉得不打算和自己打招呼,只是盯著桌上的木紋一言不發。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「嗯?」三郎一瞬抬眼,很快又將視線拉回去,說道:「沒什麼。」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「又像之前那樣和雷藏吵架了?」勘右衛門一邊把櫃子裡的零食拿出來,放在桌子上,一邊說道:「好好道歉不就好了,雷藏也不是那種小氣的人。」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「為什麼已經假設了是我錯?」三郎拿了一塊仙貝,不滿地咬了一口,突然又覺得吃不下去了。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「<span class="s2">……</span>這次可能連道歉都沒用了吧。」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「好誇張,你不像是會做出那種事的人,而且相信雷藏不就好了?」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「我相信也尊重他的判斷,所以才不將事情說破,但沒想到在說破之前<span class="s2">……</span>」三郎難得也猶豫了,找不到適合的詞彙去含糊帶過,最終決定說一句:「就做了太多別的事吧。」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span class="s2">……</span>哇,絕對是做過了吧。勘右衛門嚼著仙貝,心中毫無波動,甚至還想起身泡茶。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「鉢屋三郎是果斷的那個,不破雷藏才是猶豫的那個吧。所以,不對的事只能果斷地斬掉,不是嗎?」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">三郎聞言,一言不發,僅僅露出了苦笑。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">勘右衛門結束了回憶,記憶中的三郎確實沒有表明會如何處理,但這麽看來,肯定是出了大差錯。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「<span class="s2">……</span>我不知道具體發生了什麼,但我的意思肯定不是絕交。」勘右衛門也腦殼痛了,他著急地向兵助與八左衛門解釋,但是那兩位完全不接受。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「上次他們吵架已經引起了騷動,你怎麼又讓他們吵一次!老師肯定又要叫我處理,勘右衛門你可要負起責任!」八左衛門回想起上次兩人吵架後的麻煩事,充滿氣勢地對勘右衛門說。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「哇啊,讓兵助再戒一次豆腐嘛!」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「我拒絕。」兵助講得斬釘截鐵,甚至補了一刀:「勘右衛門捅出來的簍子得自己負責。」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「我們之間的同學愛怎麼那麽淡薄?」勘右衛門不高興地努了努嘴,突然靈機一動,說道:「我想到個辦法,但你們得幫我!」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">八左衛門正打算開口反駁,怎料兵助出手阻止。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「如果能讓我們滿意的話,也不是不行。」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「我什麼時候讓人失望過了?」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span class="s2">……</span>這句話不由你說吧。話說為什麼我連講話都不配講了?八左衛門看著兵助認真凝重的表情,看著勘右衛門勢在必得的表情,只得把吐槽吞回去了。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「<span class="s2">…</span>不破雷藏。」三郎攤開手中的紙片,捧著紙箱的勘右衛門笑嘻嘻地點頭,轉身把箱子拿去給八左衛門抽。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「哇、哇,兵助耶!太好了!」八左衛門僵硬的聲音從身後傳來,三郎不禁懷疑這一切都是他們設計好的。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">如他所說,一切都是設計好的。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">勘右衛門聯合兵助與八左衛門,假借自主練習野外露宿之名,行撮合級友之實。考慮到三郎肯定不願意和雷藏一組,他們甚至還精心準備了一個寫滿雷藏名字的抽籤盒。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">乾脆不去算了。三郎對這一切安排感到懷疑,正打算偷偷爽約。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「好久沒有和三郎一組了。」雷藏突然開口對他那麼說。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">不忍心拒絕又不甘落入陷阱的鉢屋三郎最後還是屈服於不破雷藏期盼的眼神中下,歎了一口氣說道:</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「多多指教。」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">當夕陽徹底沉落至地平線下,校外漆黑的森林中唯有蟬鳴持續不斷,偶爾傳來雀鳥振翅的聲響。當五人雙眼徹底適應黑暗後,各自分組決定今晚露宿的地點。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">兩人穿過膝蓋高的灌木叢,像是真正的任務一樣隱藏氣息,穿梭於黑暗中。今夜月色暗淡,昏暗中看不清楚搭檔的表情,反之,也不必擔心他會看見自己的欲言又止。穿過森林,海岸邊有一個看起來隱秘性相當高的洞穴,不知為何感覺自己是被引導過去的。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「三郎,這裡怎麼樣?洞穴可能晚上會有些涼<span class="s2">……</span>不過,是很好的<span class="s2">——</span>」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「進去吧。」三郎當機立斷地走了進去,身影埋入了黑暗之中,雷藏見狀也只得跟了進去。就在不遠處,策劃這一切的三人看見他們順利進去了,終於松了一口氣。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「<span class="s2">……</span>終於把他們引過去了。」八左衛門擦了一把頭上的汗,他一直擔心計劃進行到一半會被識破。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「他們能好好談就好了。」兵助看起來還是憂心忡忡,暗淡的月色之下,顯得他更蒼白了。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「<span class="s2">……</span>接下來就不該我們插手了,所以,我們回學校睡吧。」勘右衛門高興地打著如意算盤。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「既然出來了,就順便練習吧。我剛剛發現了一個好地方。」兵助露出微笑,指了指旁邊那塊草叢地。勘右衛門發現自己那位性格溫順的室友,突然強勢了起來,怕不是還在怪自己。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「<span class="s2">……</span>好吧。」不過自作孽不可活,勘右衛門只好丟下自己的小如意算盤了。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">進入洞穴後,兩人發現一條進入之後是一條長隧道,隧道的盡頭隱藏在黑暗中,簡單勘察一遍後確保安全後,兩人便著手做入夜的準備。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">話雖如此,為了盡量還原真實性,他們連柴火都不打算點燃。雖說洞外是夏夜,夜晚的空氣中依舊帶著白天的熱度與濕度,但洞穴內卻是如此陰暗寂靜,雷藏抱著膝蓋,與三郎並肩而坐。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">上次兵助和八左衛門都強烈建議自己把想法說出來,只是一直苦無機會。三郎明顯在迴避自己,甚至回到房間中都不再交流,一下子擺出斷交的態度再次動搖了雷藏的決心。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span class="s2">……</span>不管結果如何,我都決定要說出來了。雷藏在內心鞏固決心,偷偷瞥了三郎一眼,對方似乎沒有要開口打破尷尬的意思。一想到這種尷尬沉重的氣氛要延續一整晚,雷藏就覺得有點透不過氣了。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">如果說出來會讓三郎困擾怎麼?況且,我一開始不也是打算不說破<span class="s2">…</span>這樣也算是剛好符合我的預期。但是,我從來沒想過要和他決裂,倒不如說就是害怕決裂才不敢繼續說??等等??變成我在推卸責任,我的猶豫不決不但讓他痛苦現在還企圖怪他??我我我<span class="s2">……</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「<span class="s2">…</span>嗯?」三郎聽見雷藏的聲音猛然劃破沉默,嚇得差點坐直,所幸他忍住了,並且故作鎮定地回了一個疑惑的音節。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「最近為什麽要躲我?」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「呃。」三郎突然坐直,某種意義上也猜到雷藏是被逼急了就打直球的類型,只是這個直球也太直擊痛處。三郎何嘗不想說出一切,從一開始自己就想將全部傾吐而出,只是每當看見雷藏欲言又止的模樣,他就感覺這些都不應說出口。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">正因為明白對方的思量才壓抑著感情,事到如今雷藏那句話反倒是刺激了三郎,感覺前面的忍耐在此刻卻反被怪責了。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「那我能怎麼辦?」三郎皺起眉頭,略帶慍色地繼續說道:「我明白雷藏不想說破的原因,但繼續留在你身邊又會像之前那樣糾纏不清。不說破但又保持那種關係,我要怎麼做<span class="s2">——</span>」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「我喜歡你。」他面對三郎的目光是如此堅定,語氣平穩極了,那話語話語曾經多少次要脫口而出,卻在最後一刻被壓下。現在終於脫離了雷藏的唇色間,化作實在的語言,震動著空氣。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">說完的一瞬間,雷藏又覺得有些羞赧了,不好意思地移開了目光。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「<span class="s2">……</span>其實我應該先說對不起的。三郎一直體諒我,我卻還那麼猶豫不決,讓你那麼痛苦真的很抱歉。」雷藏的雙眼低垂,繼續低聲說道:「所以,我要堂堂正正地說出來。」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「我一直喜歡你,以後也想和你一起。然後,再聽三<span class="s2">…</span>哇<span class="s2">——</span>」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">果斷俯身向前,擁入懷中的同時伴隨了一聲驚呼。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「好、痛<span class="s2">……</span>」儘管三郎已經用手臂環住雷藏的背脊,但似乎沒能完全擋住撞到地面時的痛感。雷藏回過神來,用手臂撐起了上半身,這才發現對方的臉埋在自己懷裡,像是在撒嬌一樣死活不肯抬起來。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">雷藏摸了摸對方的頭髮,儘管知道是假髮,但姑且還是像安撫小動物般摸摸。而被當作小動物的那位鉢屋三郎還不打算抬頭,應該準備一直埋到雷藏都感到困擾為止。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「<span class="s2">——</span>一起<span class="s2">……</span>」三郎偷偷抬頭瞄了雷藏一眼,這一小舉動都被雷藏抓個正著,所以他又馬上把臉埋回去了。看來是非常不好意思吧。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「<span class="s2">……</span>嗯,多多指教。」這麼看著對方,雷藏也變得有點不好意思了,清涼的晚風輕撫著發燙的臉頰。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">不破雷藏曾經做過許多設想。在一個無法確保自身安全與未來的時代,應該做出什麼決定才能保證兩人的未來?然而,此刻他已經發現了。自己早就沉溺在對方之中,除了與其共存亡外別無他法。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「雷藏<span class="s2">……</span>」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「嗯?」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">「<span class="s2">……</span>謝謝。」</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">所幸,鉢屋三郎也同樣沉溺其中,也同樣別無他法。雷藏悄然地收攏了懷抱,同時而三郎也一併將他攬得更緊了。</span></div>
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